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Normal ke everyday ada je benda nak digaduhkan?!

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Post time 3-5-2016 04:20 PM | Show all posts |Read mode
Assalamualaikum, hi semua. First thing aku nak cerita sikit pasal diri aku dgn bf aku. Ok, aku kenal dia dekat kolej. Biasalah kan, orang patutnya belajar aku sibuk dok bercinta. Kahkah! Ok, start serious. Actually dah dua tahun aku couple a.k.a bercintan cintun dgn bf aku ni. Dulu ok standart lah lelaki punya perangai, baik je. Takde langsung buat masalah. Sampai kawan aku pun pelik dgn kami, asal ok je takde gaduh takde apa. Kadang sengaja je kitorang nak timbulkan hal supaya dapat lah jugak merasa gaduh tu. Hahaha gedik kan. Tu saje bergurau. Then lama kelamaan tu hmmmm. And until now kitorang couple, boleh dikatakan everyday kami gaduh. Kadang benda kecik pun, gaduh kemain lagi teruk. Kitorang berdua pun sampai tak faham, apa kena dgn relationship ni. Sebut putus? Rasanya dah banyak kali sangat. Tak dia, mesti aku yang akan cakap putus. Masing-masing dok tuding jari tak nak mengaku salah sendiri. Dia punya perangai aku tak berapa berkenan sebab dulu dia ada kawan-kawan perempuan. Since dia ada kawan kawan perempuan tu aku jadi tak percaya dgn dia dah. Sebab pernah kantoi dua kali dia pergi keluar tak bagi tahu aku. Bila aku cakap balik, dia kata dia dah bagi tahu aku, tapi aku je yg lupa. No! aku tak pernah lupa kot pasal benda benda mcm tu. Mustahil k. Tu yg kantoi, yg tak kantoi? Mesti ada lagi. Memang lah bukan sorang perempaun, tapi aku tak suka dorang. Sebab dorang pernah burukkan aku depan bf aku. That's why buat aku rasa meluat. And effect dia sampai kehari ini. Even dia dah tak berkawan dgn dorang tu semua sebab dah tukar kerja baru, tapi aku rasa still kepercayaan aku ni takboleh nak bagi kat dia 100%. Mana dia pergi skrg aku dah rasa tak percaya je. Rasa was was je manjang. Then benda macam tu juga buat selalu gaduh. Then skrg dia cepat sgt nak marah apa semua. Padahal aku dah berlembut. Kadang salah dia, tanak pun pujuk aku. Pastu dia cakap, dia yg sakit hati ni sape yg nak pujuk. Haih. Kadang fed up. Rasa nak je putus, tapi fikir dah berapa tahun sama sama. Takkan nak biar terkubur macam tu je. hmm. Tapi kalau tahan boleh sakit jiwa. Sayang tu tebal lagi weh Apa nak buat pun aku tak tahu. Kalau ditanya dia, still sayang or tak? Katanye sayang. Aku cakap kalau dah taknak cakap je direct, putus je. Tapi sebok cakap masih sayang apa semua. Tapi hari hari dok gaduh. Ada je benda nak digaduhkan. Pening lah macam ni. Rasa nak buang rasa sayang ni sejauh yg mungkin then boleh bertindak kejam sikit kat org yg tak nak hargai kita ni. Please, i can't move on!
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Post time 3-5-2016 04:34 PM | Show all posts
gaduh2 jugak tapi bole tak buat perenggan. berpinar mata akak
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 Author| Post time 3-5-2016 04:50 PM | Show all posts
Hahaha. Maaf lah kak. Cepat bagi pendapat.
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Post time 3-5-2016 04:50 PM | Show all posts
Jajabeans replied at 3-5-2016 04:34 PM
gaduh2 jugak tapi bole tak buat perenggan. berpinar mata akak

serabut baru lepas gaduh tu..
kang dah baik semula, dia edit la kasi perenggan
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Post time 3-5-2016 04:51 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
Edited by Victorioussss at 3-5-2016 04:53 PM

Lelaki lepas dpt main..mmg akn berubah mcm tu supaya dia blh putus dn carik awek lain.

Pertahan sebab sayang cinta dh bertahun atau sebab dah dijolok?

Move on ok. Baran2 ni lpas kawen msti makan tangan kaki plak
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Post time 3-5-2016 04:52 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
akak na share 1 je dik,ex bf akak syaitonirrajim punya cemburu,ktorg kawan 7thun and best part dia tgalkan akak mcm tu je ble jmpe org lain.akak betol2 dikongkong..
So yg heloknya akak tadalah membirah dgn mane2 jantan,kira terjaga gak dr jantan2 lapar puki n yg celakanya so wasting time. Lahanat. Hahaha...so ko pk jela time blajar ni mang bf ko je dpn mata,t da keje nampak yg ada masa dpn ko blah je...cinta mati wat bf ni da ta relevan da
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 Author| Post time 3-5-2016 04:56 PM | Show all posts
Victorioussss replied at 3-5-2016 04:51 PM
Lelaki lepas dpt main..mmg akn berubah mcm tu supaya dia blh putus dn carik awek lain.

Pertahan s ...

Confirm lah kalau tanyakat sape sape pun tanya pasal kena jolok mesti taknak mengaku kan. Betul tak? hehe. Belum kena jolok lagi. Alhamdulillah masih boleh berfikir. Tu lah fikir lepas kahwin nanti mcm mana lah kan. hm
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Post time 3-5-2016 04:57 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
cutepiee replied at 3-5-2016 04:56 PM
Confirm lah kalau tanyakat sape sape pun tanya pasal kena jolok mesti taknak mengaku kan. Betul ta ...

Clash dgn dia.

Dah clash?

Ok jom kapel wak...
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 Author| Post time 3-5-2016 04:58 PM | Show all posts
mh17 replied at 3-5-2016 04:52 PM
akak na share 1 je dik,ex bf akak syaitonirrajim punya cemburu,ktorg kawan 7thun and best par ...

Kak oi, kite dah kerja dah. Dah setahun. Hehe. Mostly takde lagi jumpa laki lain yg lebih menarik dan tertarik dan ditarik. Hahaha. Tapi harap jugak ada lelaki lagi better, Takpelah, Ada jodoh ada lah. Semua Allah dah tentukan kan. hm
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 Author| Post time 3-5-2016 04:59 PM | Show all posts

Amboi senang nampak main jom jom
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Post time 3-5-2016 05:19 PM | Show all posts
baik tinggalkan die sebelum ko kene tinggal.. tak la rase sakit sangat..
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Post time 3-5-2016 05:20 PM | Show all posts
komen i secara tulus :

clash je dik. kalau dia btl syg, dia akan carik u balik n berubah sikit pangai tu. kalau u bertahan je, dia akan anggap u sanggup hadap sikap dia. n dia akan pk "ko syg aku lebih dari aku syg ko n ko x leh hidup tanpa aku"
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Post time 3-5-2016 05:30 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
Kadang2 kita stay sebab terlampau selesa bukan sebab bahagia
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Post time 3-5-2016 06:24 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
Edited by blackwidowbae at 3-5-2016 06:27 PM

Nahh makcik banjer





iolls tambah ajinomoto lagi kikiki

"erfect Nightmare"


Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry
Why don't I just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But it's okay, I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, yeahh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, oh oooh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it (no way)
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting (don't mind hurting)
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Perfect nightmare.
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Post time 3-5-2016 06:29 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
JenabJongang replied at 3-5-2016 05:30 PM
Kadang2 kita stay sebab terlampau selesa bukan sebab bahagia

Lama tak nampak jenab, rindu jenab!~
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 Author| Post time 3-5-2016 06:49 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
fulusss replied at 3-5-2016 05:19 PM
baik tinggalkan die sebelum ko kene tinggal.. tak la rase sakit sangat..

Confirm eh ? Hm
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Post time 3-5-2016 07:09 PM | Show all posts
blackwidowbae replied at 3-5-2016 06:29 PM
Lama tak nampak jenab, rindu jenab!~

jenab sibuk kukur kelapa blackwidow
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Post time 3-5-2016 08:59 PM | Show all posts
Eloklaaa dia dah tunjuk tanduk awal-awal..daripada dah kawin baru nak bongkar segala kelaku keji.
Lagi sakit jiwa kan?

But i think,based on your own confession dik...dia dah mula rasa bosan..bosan dengan sikap you yang pada dia mengongkong walau pada pandangan mata you,you just acting as a normal girlfriend-boyfriend thingy. Lelaki ni dik..kalau dah mula bosan,ada dia kesah kau nak merajuk terjun bangunan sekalipun?nak pujuk2? Go to hell lagi ada laaa dia kata!
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Post time 3-5-2016 11:37 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
cutepiee replied at 3-5-2016 04:58 PM
Kak oi, kite dah kerja dah. Dah setahun. Hehe. Mostly takde lagi jumpa laki lain yg lebih menarik  ...

Ayt harap ada yg lbh baik tu menandakn ko stay just sbb xde laki lain kn..why not take a break..x yh contact2 ari..rethink balik masa x contact tu..btl2 korang ada future ke tak
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Post time 4-5-2016 01:42 AM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
cutepiee replied at 3-5-2016 04:58 PM
Kak oi, kite dah kerja dah. Dah setahun. Hehe. Mostly takde lagi jumpa laki lain yg lebih menarik  ...

Kih2..yeke dik?akak thought ko ngah study lg..btol,jdoh sume Allah tentukan..tape dik,all the best,kumbg bkn sekor..tp lau byk pun geli .hahaha..kbai
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