My Beloved = Busy Bee Person

lil_honey

heyyo...Salam sume,

i just mintak pendapat u all la tentang orang yang bz nih, especially laki, sbb i pempuan..

i meet this "B" in one forum and he is so professional in Wesbite Biulding ( i'm sory, i have to spell it wrong so then he can't found this thread )

permulaan perkenalan kami , he add my ym id and only chat after a week in my listed itu pun, i yang mulakan dulu. sbb terasa cam klau tanak borak b uat ape diye add??

then, kami makin lama makin rapat and now, caring as a couple but never declare. we call each other pun as a couple, not calling by name or sy awk.

penah dulu i bermasalah sbb dia tak boleh lagi lupakan exgf dia, and i take decision to stay and be with him..masa tu ape yang i pikir i tak harapkan pape dari dia, and i nk dia gembira, sebagaimana dia dah gembirakan i..dan i let go this problem by times..tatau la dia dah fully recovered or tak..i tak berani nk tya, and dia dah tak mungkin cita pasal hal nih kat i lagi..mebi malu atau tanak i kecik ati.

ok, after that problem, i diamkan diri sekejap dari dia then, dia cari i balik..and everything going to be as usual..

tetibe, dalam seminggu lebih dia tak msg and tak pick up my call...ym tak on..wesbite diye pun dia tak masuk...i dah pelik and rasa cam ade mende tak kena, takut2 dia ade problem, sakit or excident..atau dia tanak kawan lagi dengan i, ignore i ke..mana tau kan...masa tu dah pikir bukan2 jugak, kot2 dia dah ade yang lain.

after two weeks, i call dia jawab, dia kata dia bz "test for study"

i tya, nape tak ckp ade test before? dia just kata, ala..test je~!! bukan nye exam pun and i said ok la...mebi dia tanak kena ganggu in test period..

after that...sume ok, tapi kami just jarang msg je la...bleh kire klau msg tuh, seminggu sekali bru msg, klau call tuh pun tgk la..klau bebetol free baru call...and diye ada cite ngan i, dia nk setup company. and for information, he did 3 job in one day. pagi buat mende lain..petang buat mende lain, malam pulak buat mende lain.

and sampai la diye final exam he gone around three weeks, no sms, no calls, no ym, and memang hilang cam tuh je. sy dah gelisah, tiga minggu tempoh yang agak lama..sbb last time i msg dia, dia kata dia dah free ( misunderstood kat sini, i igt free dah abis exam, but exceli free dari kelas and final exam has begun )
pendirian i dah tak teguh untuk tunggu dia lagi...sbb tatau status dia masa tu...i dah putus harapan
then dah tiga minggu lebih, baru la dia call, dia kata bz final and bawak berita gembira kat i, dia dah nk abis and next year mebi datang kl untuk further stadi lagi..

he makes me smile back...and after that diye teruskan lagi diamkan diri sbb ade lagi due paper.

i miss him so much....

bile i tya pendapat kawan2 i, ini yang dorang jawab

" aku ngah panjat tangga pun leh msg awek aku lagi"

" nk tau tak aku putus tunang dulu ape alasan awek aku? sbb aku "bz" padahal hari2 msg tuh..depan mata tuh..bleh kata aku "bz" "

" in one day, mesti ade punye masa nk msg2 nih, takkan la tade masa "

" dia tu cam pentingkan diri je, aku rasa serba salah tau tak balas msg awek aku"

korang ade pengalaman tak? i masih lagi berpendirian untuk tunggu dia....walaupun kdg2 tu sedih sbb dia diamkan diri.
tapi tepikir jugak, cam ne ex dia bleh curang sedangkan blaja satu kolej and dia tatau ex dia tu dah ade orang lain.
he's romantic and got complete pakej, higher education, got commitment, charming...

poison_paradise

maybe die dah jupe awek lain yg ada depan mata, or dah berbaik dgn ex gf die.. so jgn mengharap

lil_honey

ex gf dia skang nih dah tunang,
and klau dia dah ade orang lain, he can throws me..tak perlu tunggu bile dia abis test or final...

pressor

....dia tak interested lah tuh syg

jgn bond dia...let him go

lil_honey

hurm...yeke?
klau dia tak interested, nape dia tepon and sms balik, still caring as usual and ajak dating tapi tak jadi sbb dia final exam

hitamputih

he did 3 job in one day.
he studied part time

wow, i wonder how he got time to have a girlfren...


u wont get a 'complete' person sis

~ encem tp tak kaya
~ encem kaya tp jahat
~ tak encem, tak kaya, hati baik
~ encem kaya, pandai tp bz
~ encem , kaya, tak bz, melayan tp playboy

choose wisely....

it wud be nice, if u cud bz urself too....and cepat cepat kawin

BeeHaa

hmm..sy pun ada lebih kurang experience sama2 gituk..

sy x bani nk ckp lebih2..la psl pakwe tuan umah ni..tp selalu nya lelaki bila dah jumpa lain mereka akan jadi slow ngan yg ada attach skang..

btw tuan umah..bape umur awak ngan pakwe awak tu?  

penah jumpa ka dak?

lil_honey

ok , diz is his job exceli

he got company in wesbite building and he is master in wesbite biulding especailly for drupl. wesbite.

fully studied

and nite part time as teacher, teaching mathematic for form 2..(tuisyen)


sy tak pandang pada kaya, bijak die, tapi his caring make me mesmerized...sometimes even diye bz...
sy call diye masa sy jatuh, diye angkat mule2 diye main2..bile dengar mende tu cam siyes...diye calls sy tiga empat kali, tya ok ke tak..

lil_honey

Originally posted by BeeHaa at 25-5-2009 14:55
hmm..sy pun ada lebih kurang experience sama2 gituk..

sy x bani nk ckp lebih2..la psl pakwe tuan umah ni..tp selalu nya lelaki bila dah jumpa lain mereka akan jadi slow ngan yg ada attach skan ...

umo diye 23, tapi diye bile diye bebel cam umo 43..
umo sy baru 22..
patutnye kami dah jumpe pada 9 mei, tapi kena postponed sbb diye final exam..dia kata kalau abis awal, mebi dia datang la pastuh..jarak antara kami jauh..lain2 negeri..tapi dia cam dah bagi harapan kat sy, next year dia akan further stadi kat kl...

before this penah jumpe, tapi tak formal, diye bz abg dia kawin.

[ Last edited by  lil_honey at 25-5-2009 15:10 ]

otakotak

miss lili: klu dah tenagh exam mmg busy.....

i bet u pown  a student gak kut. ptt faham sket pls.

i klu exam pown hp i kemana2 jerk.

ym pown xder gak.

nama lagi examkan. jgn kata nak fkr org dr sndr tunggang langgang.

dah abes exam dah cuti ha beragyut la smpi habis beteri pown xder hal.

mmg la i xnafikan pmpn mmg ske la klu beloved dia dok layan 24jam kan.

tp xpenat ke?

nak borak apa smpi msg 24jam?

sehr skl cam update rinih wat apa and tanya cane dah ok dah.

da la dia cam banyak gile kerja...

tlg fhm dia ye miss..... xmsg hr2 xcall hr2 xmksd xsyg....

kdg2 ada ms kita nak times utk dr kita sndr gak.

our own space.

sorry if i sound like a nanny.

u de kwn2 de family, ble de mase yang dia busy u spend time with kwn2.

miss_gegirl

girl rase la kan...

(+)thinking..
mayb pakwe tuan rumah betul2 bz sampai tak dapat uruskan mase..
OR
pakwe tuan rumah de konflik dgn diri sendiri..
sampai die taktau nak solve cene..
myb die dilema..
so die taknak org disturd die..
nak kurangkan serabut die..
nak solve semue dulu bru pk org lain..

(-)thinking..
he gt some1 else...

[ Last edited by  miss_gegirl at 25-5-2009 15:18 ]

lil_honey

to @ otak2...ekekeek..thanks dear..

ok..exceli i ni tak byk kerenah...
if diye bz, i paham and i tak marah klau diye tak angkat my call or tak balas sms..just let me know..sbb i pun tau, diye mesti akan rasa i ni annoying klau i nk melekat ngan diye 24 jam...and i pun tak msg diye selalu...but on ym..klau diye free..he buzz me first..
tapi dah sampai tiga minggu, sebulan...sedih jugak...
betol ke diye nih...pendirian tu skali skala goyah....

sbb tu i tya u all..pendapat..penah tak korang rasa mende yang sama....klau tak same..means ade masalah in my relationships

[ Last edited by  lil_honey at 25-5-2009 15:17 ]

BeeHaa

oh kalo gitu kate tuan umah...sabo jek laa dgn keadaan skg..kot2 rezeki ada jodoh pjg leh jumpa..klu dia terlupa sms..cik honey sms je dia..tulih ringkas2 dah..tunjuk cik honey caring kat dia kan..klu dia layan sms romantik2 pun ok..tp kalu dia dok bz x dok masa nk balaih sms cik honey..jgn sedih2 naaa..pk +ve..dugaan bercinta dik..

dulu sy bercinta pun long distance jugek     skang dah short distance teruih (kawen dah)

bercinta la seadanya..syok woo experience cintan cintun ni..

lil_honey

pasal long distance atau tak, tak jadi masalah pada sy kak...
tapi ade ke orang bz sampai tahap cam nih...
huwaaaaaaa...

otakotak

Originally posted by lil_honey at 25-5-2009 15:15
to @ otak2...ekekeek..thanks dear..

ok..exceli i ni tak byk kerenah...
if diye bz, i paham and i tak marah klau diye tak angkat my call or tak balas sms..just let me know..sbb i pun tau, diye ...

sorry


xbermksd nak ckp you banyak kerenah.


mcm mn ek. actually mmg btllah sebusy mana pown klu ada org text or call i akan ckp i busy at that moment.


sebab i taw bila someone dah put courage to clal me and text me klu boleh jgnlah ignorekan.


xbaik..... bila kita plk ignore dia dia kata kita xsyg dia   ellaki mmg pelik


selain dari dia slow in communication part ada apa2 changes lagi ke?


mmglah xnak fkr negative kan.... tp kdg2 perlu utk supaya berhati2

BeeHaa

ada owang tu dok buat2 bz kan..kite taktau..klu nk tau..hati kena kasi kental skit..mana lah tau kot2 pe yg bakal cik honey nk tau kendia2 ni nyakitkan ati kerk..   klu nyenangkan ati alhamdulillah ler..  

sy tau perasaan cik honey camne..sy jugek penah dok in your shoes gak one time ago..but kisah di sebalik ke bziannya amat lah menyakiti jiwa ragu ku ini..  tats sy ckp kena kentalkan hati be prepared klu betul2 nk tau ape kah jenis kebziannya..adakah di buat2 atau betul2 bz..  

lg 1 nk ckp nih..jodoh pertemuan di tgn allah..awak sanggup bertahan ngan pakwe nan satu ni..awak kena 'mulakan'..cam posting sy kat atas td..all the best to u babeh..

lil_honey

Originally posted by otakotak at 25-5-2009 15:32




sorry


xbermksd nak ckp you banyak kerenah.


mcm mn ek. actually mmg btllah sebusy mana pown klu ada org text or call i akan ckp i busy at that moment.


sebab i taw bila  ...

nothing changes...klau kami calling diye sentiasa ceria ngan i..tak penah la buat2 tanak ckp..
i sendiri pun bz kan diri baca novel dari main intenet...tu je solution i ade skang..
diya pun cam u...diya kata, diya bz, henpon dah tatau letak mana...
itu kata dia...

lil_honey

Originally posted by BeeHaa at 25-5-2009 15:33
ada owang tu dok buat2 bz kan..kite taktau..klu nk tau..hati kena kasi kental skit..mana lah tau kot2 pe yg bakal cik honey nk tau kendia2 ni nyakitkan ati kerk..   klu nyenangkan ati alhamd ...

thanks kak..
klau sy tak sabar, sy tade ngan dia skang nih...
tapi kadang ngalir jugak air mata nih....

limauais

3 minggu tak sms?

u ade ckp tak kat dia.. inform la kat u first if busy ke...so u leh ready mentally and myibukkn diri..

actually for girls,busy cmne pun...tp 1 msg dh leh buat hati kami lega dan tersenyum.. drp menunggu 3 minggu tanpa berita...

otakotak

Originally posted by lil_honey at 25-5-2009 15:39


nothing changes...klau kami calling diye sentiasa ceria ngan i..tak penah la buat2 tanak ckp..
i sendiri pun bz kan diri baca novel dari main intenet...tu je solution i ade skang..
diya pun ...

owh..........

xapa bagi dia masa skjp.....

mgkn betul dia busy super duper skgr kut.

bagi dia rindu kat lily dulu nnt dia cari lily meow meow