U mean the world to me...

For this year's  father's day...i wanna do something special for you...
Every year it will be card..dinner..card..dinner..bla..bla ...bla...hik hik hik...
so this year...if i may...i want to do this especially for u....
coz u'll never know....when such an opportunity will come again...kan

I just wanna say...it saddened me n i was speechless the other day...
when one morning we were talking...as we usually do daily...i like talking to you in the morning...we talk footballs...current issue..everything...although sometimes what u said only makes me laugh...coz sometimes what u say doen't make sense....
but the other day our conversation was really different....
we were talking as usual...about all topics on earth...when suddenly u said that everytime u balik kampung...u'd get news of ur friends one by one passed away...and u were really counting n recalling ther names that day...one by one...u said all their names...when at last u said "hey...it looks like i'm among the last to go" and u were laughing after that..
i'm sorry i didn't laught at that...to me it wasn't a joke at all...it just made me realized how important u are in my life and i really2 don't know if one day ...suddenly...u're not in it anymore....

to say that i love u so much....seems inappropriate...coz it's more than that...u've given me so much....which i couldn't repay in this lifetime....
to say that u mean the world to me...seems not enough....coz u're more than that...u're not only my world...u're my everything....

well i haven't introduce u right....i was so carried away...sorry..
U who meant so much to me...U whom without i cannot imagine...U are my father...ABAH.....