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7.35pm...17 July 2007...
Today....A L|ttLe g|rL menangis lagi...menangis entah buat kali yang keberapa....
hari-hari yang A L|ttLe g|rL lalui sungguh menyedihkan....
dan seingat A L|ttLe g|rL...
A L|ttLe g|rL sudah lupa macam mana kegembiraan itu....
macam mana rasanya gembira itu...
bagaimana rasa hidup tanpa kesedihan...
hidup ini begitu menyeksikan buat A L|ttLe g|rL...
kesedihan selalu mengejari A L|ttLe g|rL...
kesedihan seolah2 sedikit pun tidak mahu menjauhi A L|ttLe g|rL....
apakah hikmah disebalik semua ini....
sesungguhnya....A L|ttLe g|rL bukannya seorg yg kuat...
adakah kematian jalan penyelesaiannya???
[ Last edited by Pr|nCeSS^M|cKeY at 19-7-2007 06:48 PM ] |
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kenapa sedih bunyiknya..
kecewa ke? |
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17 july 2007,
my bad day too.
asyik kena marah je hari ni  |
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A L|ttLe g|rL D|aRy - 6.46pm...18 July 2007...
Today A L|ttLe g|rL feeling better than yesterday....
but...hari ini A L|ttLe g|rL masih dimarah oleh senior kat tempat kerja A L|ttLe g|rL...
tapi A L|ttLe g|rL sudah tidak hairan dengan semua itu....
kene marah....perkara yg dah biasa dalam hidup A L|ttLe g|rL sekarang...
dan sekarang A L|ttLe g|rL juga sudah lupa...
macam mana merasa kasih sayang itu....
malam tadi A L|ttLe g|rL nampak bulan sabit....
nampak sungguh indah...disebelah bulan sabit itu...terdapat sebutir bintang....
A L|ttLe g|rL rasa teringin sangat duduk atas bulan itu...
adakah A L|ttLe g|rL sudah giler...My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL suka membilang bintang...
My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL juga suka tgk bulan....kalau takde bulan My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL akan tgk lampu jalan...
tapi malam tadi A L|ttLe g|rL rasa My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL tidak melihat keindahan semua ini...
malam tadi My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL cakap My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL sakit lagi...
dan malam tadi My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL bgtau daddy My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL drunk...
A L|ttLe g|rL sunggug sedih....dan A L|ttLe g|rL tahu My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL lagi sedih...
i'm sorry my dear...i don't know how 2 help u...
i'm so sorry...
[ Last edited by Pr|nCeSS^M|cKeY at 19-7-2007 06:53 PM ] |
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drunk????? |
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A L|ttLe g|rL D|aRy - 6.58pm...19 July 2007...
today A L|ttLe g|rL sungguh sedih... A L|ttLe g|rL rasa mcm nak berhenti kerja saje....
A L|ttLe g|rL nak pergi jauh....jauh dari semua org....
A L|ttLe g|rL rasa nak jumpa ayah A L|ttLe g|rL...tp ayah A L|ttLe g|rL sudah pergi jauh...
dunia A L|ttLe g|rL jauh berbeza dgn dunia ayah A L|ttLe g|rL....
kenapa org mesti pergi???
A L|ttLe g|rL rasa mcm nak sgt pergi jauh...
seperti semua org....
kenapa org2 yang A L|ttLe g|rL sayangi ,mesti pergi dulu...
mesti tinggalkan A L|ttLe g|rL seorg2 kat sini....
A L|ttLe g|rL sungguh sedih....
walaupun A L|ttLe g|rL sudah berjanji taknak cry lagi...
tp tak boleh....tears is A L|ttLe g|rL bestfriends...
pada siapakah A L|ttLe g|rL harus mengadu?? |
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===A L|ttLe g|rL D|aRy ===
1.21pm...21 July 2007...
My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL very sad last nite...
A L|ttLe g|rL can feel My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL feeling...
last nite My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL told...daddy bawa balik his G|rLFr|eNd...
that means My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL bakal dapat new mother...
tapi....
My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL cakap...dia tak suka...
She smoking in front of My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL...
A L|ttLe g|rL very sad...My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL sakit....
but y she smoking in fornt of My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL...
A L|ttLe g|rL taknak sesiapa pun menyakiti hati My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL...
My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL tak pernah sakiti hati sesiapa...
tapi...kenapa semua org tidak mahu memahami perasaan My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL...
A L|ttLe g|rL rasa nak marah saja pada semua org yg make My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL hurt...
A L|ttLe g|rL sangat2 sayang My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL...
A L|ttLe g|rL taknak kehilangan My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL...
A L|ttLe g|rL taknak My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL sedih...
A L|ttLe g|rL cuma ingin melihat My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL gembira...
Tapi...
sempatkah My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL mengecapi kegembiraan...
My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL akan pergi...
My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL akan pergi jauh...
My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL akan tinggalkan A L|ttLe g|rL...
seperti ayah A L|ttLe g|rL tinggalkan A L|ttLe g|rL...
A L|ttLe g|rL sungguh sedih....
A L|ttLe g|rL ingin ikut mereka....
tapi...mcm mana??? |
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ala kcian. meh aku bagi ko satu space buat blog. keh keh keh |
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A L|ttLe g|rL D|aRy
7.14...24 July 2007...
Orang tua2 cakap kalau kita rasa mengantuk sangat..
tandanya ada org nak meninggal....
betul kah???
adakah My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL akan pergi???
April lepas...doctor cakap My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL cuma ada 3 bln sahaja...
that's means...sekarang sudah 3 bulan....
adakah ramalan doctor boleh diterima pakai....
A L|ttLe g|rL taknak My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL pergi....
Tapi siapakah A L|ttLe g|rL untuk melawan takdir..... |
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A L|ttLe g|rL D|aRy
7.04pm...25 July 2007...
I think today is the last day A L|ttLe g|rL write...
cuz...A L|ttLe g|rL not A L|ttLe g|rL anymore...
maybe she'll follow My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL...
maybe she will follow her dad...
and maybe she will follow what she read about this book 'for one more day'
and maybe she will died.... |
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Originally posted by Pr|nCeSS^M|cKeY at 24-7-2007 07:16 PM 
7.14...24 July 2007...
Orang tua2 cakap kalau kita rasa mengantuk sangat..
tandanya ada org nak meninggal....
betul kah???
adakah My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL akan pergi???
April lepas...doctor c ...
absurd giller kata2 tue..
kalo ngantuk sgt maknenye kena tido...
aiyokkkk....think positive..ajal maut kat tangan Tuhan...
cheerio!
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A L|ttLe g|rL D|aRy
05.07 pm...10 August 2007...
A L|ttLe g|rL pasrah...
pasrah pada takdir Ilahi...
A L|ttLe g|rL org paling kecewa sekarang...
My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL telah pergi...
pergi jauh sgt...
My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL sudah tinggalkan A L|ttLe g|rL...
tinggalkan A L|ttLe g|rL seorg diri dibumi ini...
tinggalkan A L|ttLe g|rL dgn 1001 kenangan...
tinggalkan A L|ttLe g|rL dgn seribu mcm impian yg belum dilaksanakan...
A L|ttLe g|rL sungguh sedih...
A L|ttLe g|rL tidak tahu dimana My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL dikebumikan...
A L|ttLe g|rL sangat sayang My Dear A L|ttLe g|rL...
*****U R MY LOVELY ONE*****
*****U R MY EVERYTHING***** |
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I feel so touched reading your writing..deep inside ur really hurt my dear..and really longing for love from others..pleaSe go for one and only...only ALLAH can listen to you..Be tough open your heart and soul....... |
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Originally posted by allana at 10-8-2007 07:13 PM
I feel so touched reading your writing..deep inside ur really hurt my dear..and really longing for love from others..pleaSe go for one and only...only ALLAH can listen to you..Be tough open your ...
Thanx you...
This is real story....
n i feel very sad....
i don't know....when n how i can smile nicely after this....
i miss everything about My Dear..... |
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ALLAH is always there 4 u , may u get back the smile that u lost insya'allah |
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Originally posted by telagamadu at 23-8-2007 10:08 PM 
ALLAH is always there 4 u , may u get back the smile that u lost insya'allah
but when....i need smile.... |
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u need it for the rest of ur life, to lite up ur life |
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Post time 17-7-2007 07:43 PM
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