stlh masing2 bz...aku pulak sibuk joging pg ptg utk release my mind....aku jz ajak die bekfes dgn aku on sunday morning..aku agk mcm tak jd jer...sbb igt die nak study...
after jog on sunday morning 2, b4 aku hbskan 2 lap lg, aku tetibe nmpk kete die masuk kt tmpt parking...aku igt dh tak jd nak bekfes ngn die...skali die dtg awal pulak kt situ....
ktorg discuss psl keje n exam die this week...
last week aku ade jumpe mmber lame mase kt u...mmber aku tu kene anta kursus 3 mggu kat area aku duduk skrg....sronok jgk dpt jumpe member lame aku tu...ktorg penah gaduh kejap dulu sbb die tu lelaki yg sgt sensitive...tp at last, die yg mntk maaf dgn aku sbb die kate tu mmg salah die...
aku jd serba salah bile mmber aku ckp nk lepak ngn aku mase die kursus nnt...aku pk, should i told him about my fren or not...aku tak nak la tetibe aku tgh lepak dgn kwn aku 2, tetibe best fren die ternmpk or die yg ternmpk..jd tak best lak...
tp klu aku bgtau die pulak, aku tkt die pk, aku ngn die bukan declare ape2 pun..y i should tell him aku nak jumpe n lepak2 dgn member aku...almost 1 week aku pk...
lastly, aku sms die n bgtau mcm ni...hmm,awak..hr 2 mmbr lame sy mase kt u dulu call...die bgtau die kursus kt sini 3 mggu n he will stay dekat2 sini within the period...die nak ajak sy lepak skali skala dgn die...i jz tell u, hope u tak salah fhm la if ur fren or u ternmpk...at least i have mention u before...
cuak giler aku nk die reply...ntah2 die ckp mcm ni...y should you told me about this...
skali die reply...takde hal la awak, dh lame tak jumpe, mesti byk nak borak tu...
mase tu aku rase lega...at least aku dh bgtau die,kurang2 aku rase lega bile aku lepak dgn member aku tu...member aku 2 pun dh ade steady gf...tggu nak nikah je thn dpn insyaALLAH...n secara tak lgsg, aku dh bg hint kt die secara xlgsg...xtau la sama ada die bt2 xfhm or mcm mane....
last few days...at last aku beranikan diri tanye die mcm mane hbgn ktorg...
mule2 die jwb, he want to concentrate with his career n study..then br nak pk psl hal ni...n he told me he still remember his ex...thats y he dont want to commit with me at this moment...he dont want to lie me......
sorry2...my fren nak gune pc aku lak jap td...then tak jd...ni br boleh mengarang balik...
smbg...
then, die bgtau aku...klu skali die commit, die akan terus commit, tp sbb die masih teringat ex die, die tak nak lah menipu perasaan aku...im respect with him sbb terus terang dgn aku...
die kt lg, aku pun amek mase sekian lame utk lupekan ex aku, so he need sometimes for him bcoz he just broke up 1/2 year.
die kata, kt try slow2 boleh tak? bcoz he dun want our special relationship will ruined later if we rushing about this feelings. once he ready, he dun want to wait n just go on to another step...bcoz he tired to fall in luv again n sumting happen again...
aku fhm ape die rase n inginkan sbb aku pun dlm situation yg same...
n suddenly he told me, i think twice...klu awak tanye sbnr2nye perasaan sy, sy mmg suke dgn awak...sbb dgn awak sng utk sy share ape2...sy sng nak bercerita dgn awak...then mmg nmpk kt ni serasi dr situ...
so kesimpulannya, kami akan remain as teman tp mesra until the times come.. n he told me he need sumtimes to tell his mother about us n he advice me, awak tau kan org kelantan mcm mane? my mom myb rase risau skit...
skrg2nye aku dh tau ape perasaan die kt aku...n die pun dpt rase my feeling towards him...
sorry2...my fren nak gune pc aku lak jap td...then tak jd...ni br boleh mengarang balik...
smbg...
then, die bgtau aku...klu skali die commit, die akan terus commit, tp sbb die masih teringat ex die, die tak nak lah menipu perasaan aku...im respect with him sbb terus terang dgn aku...
die kt lg, aku pun amek mase sekian lame utk lupekan ex aku, so he need sometimes for him bcoz he just broke up 1/2 year.
die kata, kt try slow2 boleh tak? bcoz he dun want our special relationship will ruined later if we rushing about this feelings. once he ready, he dun want to wait n just go on to another step...bcoz he tired to fall in luv again n sumting happen again...
aku fhm ape die rase n inginkan sbb aku pun dlm situation yg same...
n suddenly he told me, i think twice...klu awak tanye sbnr2nye perasaan sy, sy mmg suke dgn awak...sbb dgn awak sng utk sy share ape2...sy sng nak bercerita dgn awak...then mmg nmpk kt ni serasi dr situ...
so kesimpulannya, kami akan remain as teman tp mesra until the times come.. n he told me he need sumtimes to tell his mother about us n he advice me, awak tau kan org kelantan mcm mane? my mom myb rase risau skit...
skrg2nye aku dh tau ape perasaan die kt aku...n die pun dpt rase my feeling towards him...
aku pon de prob yg sama...kami da lama berkawan baik...mana2 pergi pon dengan dia..kiranya family kitorang pon da tau..bile dgn dy aku rase selesa je...
tapi..tah la,sejak akhir2 ni..aku dah rase feeling aku lain je kat dy...hurm,aku x nak dy tahu perasaan sebenar aku...dy tu pon hati kering je..lg pulak dy jenis x layan perempuan..taste dy pulak nak perempuan yg lawa...aku ni mane la dy nak pandang...itu yg buat aku celaru skrg...knapa la aku boleh ada perasaan tu kat dy ye???tambah2 lagi..aku tua 1 thn dr dy..dy nak ke terima aku neh..dy tu jenis yg bergaya...aku ni pulak..budak2 biasa je...x de la fashionable sgt....
p/s:sori la..kalau bterabur je pe aku taip tuh..hee..
108#dedaun79
Lama dh tak update. Aku skrg teruskan life macam biasa. Still kawan dgn dia. Tp yg pelik perasaan aku kat dia makin biasa dh hampir hilang. Yg kelakarnya, sekarang ada pompuan yang suka kat dia. Hari-hari pompuan tu masak kat dia...jodoh dia agaknya. Layan jer la
kalau dah berkawin dah takleh berkawan eyk? nak tnya.. kenapa kalau berpoligami tu tak diterima di kalangan masyarakat kta? jadi isu sensitif plak..padahal bukan nya haram berpoligami ... cuma kena ingat tanggunjawab .. betul ke? any additional?
109#inn2703
it is gud to know that u are okay now.. mgkin apa yg u rasa tu bukan cinta.. bersyukur sbb tak slh buat pilihan ..wallahualam .... jodoh d tangan tuhan .. ujian utk umatnya mgkin...
aku pon ada prob mcm ni....
aku dah stat suke sgt2 kat dia....
ari2 pk pasal dia...
kdg2 smpai terasa yg dia tu jdh aku jerk.....
tp aku xtau perasaan dia kat aku...
rasa mcm xde perasaan jer...
mcm ne aku nak buangkan perasaan aku kat dia jauh2??
rasa sakit sgt memendam perasaan......
aku pon ada prob mcm ni....
aku dah stat suke sgt2 kat dia....
ari2 pk pasal dia...
kdg2 smpai terasa yg dia tu jdh aku jerk.....
tp aku xtau perasaan dia kat aku...
rasa mcm xde perasaan jer...
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kupu2siang Post at 26-12-2009 19:27
same g0es here...
takut pulak..
dah la lme bkwn..
takut dy x ley trime..
yg kte neh ske dy...
lebih dr sekadar kwn biasa..
ada org boleh terima..ada org x..
kalau berani tanggung risiko try la appr0ach dy..
antara 2 akibat je la..dy terima ke x..
kalau dy terima..Alhamdulillah..
kalau x..nanti hubungan kwn tuh da x serapat dulu la kn??
tapi aku pon x de kekuatan nak bagi tau dy tuh...adooiii...
same g0es here...
takut pulak..
dah la lme bkwn..
takut dy x ley trime..
yg kte neh ske dy...
lebih dr sekadar kwn biasa..
ada org boleh terima..ada org x..
kalau berani tanggung risiko try ...
neez_cookies Post at 29-12-2009 01:48
aku mmg x berani tanggung...
that's y aku pendam jer...
tapi aku ada wat solat hajat mntk ditemukan jdh ngan dia...
and at the same time wat solat istikharah...mtk kalo dia jdh aku, dktkanlaa...kalo x, jauhkanlaa...
aku mmg redha pe je petunjuk yg aku dpt...
and now, aku dah makin ok...dah x pk sgt pasal dia...
just kwn2 mcm biasa je...
bg aku, kalo ada jdh ada laa....
aku mmg x berani tanggung...
that's y aku pendam jer...
tapi aku ada wat solat hajat mntk ditemukan jdh ngan dia...
and at the same time wat solat istikharah...mtk kalo dia jdh aku, dktkanlaa...k ...
kupu2siang Post at 29-12-2009 23:55
a'ah...sme la...
skrg neh...wat biasa je..
aku p0n pk gak...
kalau ade jodoh tu x kemana...
Semalam aku jadi resah sangat sampai harini. Ntah mcm mana nak luahkan. Aku pun tak tahu apa yang patut aku buat. Celaru. Selama ni aku ingatkan aku cukup kuat & mampu elakkan diri dari sukakan dia ...
inn2703 Post at 21-10-2009 09:50
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