How I am I supposed to feel, react?

nenekglamer · Post time 13-5-2008 05:58 PM

Originally posted by pujanclay at 13-5-2008 05:53 PM
xpandai tapi bole blajar kalu berminat...janji ada usaha...my mom dulu pun xpandai memasak...she learn and keep on learning...now there is no one who can cook better than my mom..for me la ...

I no longer cook but a can make my own dresses and bedset..

mbhcsf · Post time 13-5-2008 06:01 PM

Originally posted by nenekglamer at 13-5-2008 05:53 PM
Hi mb, it was great to talk with you last night - though there were so many ppl in the conference that I keep missing texts hehehe..

Update..

Last night I did talk to him briefly - yeah, I ...

what a good brief "get away " and u need that , seriously...

well dear even ur parents did not even ask u on ur whereabouts so why does he bother ...kan?
alah....get rid of the attachment....i have done it....

mbhcsf · Post time 13-5-2008 06:03 PM

Originally posted by nenekglamer at 13-5-2008 05:58 PM

I no longer cook but a can make my own dresses and bedset..

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really ..an american quilt is coming my wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy..........hahahhha

haa.....best nyer you r babies bedroom nanti

mbhcsf · Post time 13-5-2008 06:04 PM

Originally posted by pujanclay at 13-5-2008 05:55 PM
hehe
talking bout regret...and bad memory....i also have matter that i regret the most in my life and Allah save me...i believe Allah has a better plan for me....redha

yep...redha and now the sun shines brightly...insya ALLAH

nenekglamer · Post time 13-5-2008 06:17 PM

Originally posted by mbhcsf at 13-5-2008 06:03 PM
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really ..an american quilt is coming my wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy..........hahahhha

haa.....best nyer you r babies bedroom nanti

Hahaha...  What quilts are you refering to?

Real Quilts are beautiful btw but I don't have much patience.  I like things that finish quickly like a simple blouse, a skirt or a standard pillowcase or fitted bedsheet.  They don't take much time to make.

Things like baju kurung, baju riau.. Kena tengok mood ler.. I rarely make them.

I still wanna make dirndl one of these days because I wanna wear it.  So far haven't found the right material and pulak tu takde sample.  I just saw picts.

pujanclay · Post time 13-5-2008 06:22 PM

hehe
totally agree....feeling the warm of love from the sun....
lucky for us...coz Allah has test us like this and make us understand more bout life and regret...no more regret for me

pujanclay · Post time 13-5-2008 06:23 PM

wahhh
so terrer aa nenek...can u make me a dress...baju melayu perhaps

nenekglamer · Post time 13-5-2008 06:57 PM

Originally posted by mbhcsf at 13-5-2008 06:01 PM

what a good brief "get away " and u need that , seriously...

well dear even ur parents did not even ask u on ur whereabouts so why does he bother ...kan?
alah....get rid of the attachment. ...

Exactly.  The short trip was good though I was on my own frantically trying to get things done.  Kinda funny seeing me walking around in the hot sun like a headless chicken.

That sms was actually the first ever sent.  Interesting though.  Usually when I would be unavailable for 2 or three days, he would never ask.  The most he'd do would be sending offline messages on my YM and even those are quite rare.  This time, I hadn't talked to him for only 12 hours, and he sent sms and offline message.

Now I think things changed a bit after the confrontation.  Still too early to assume anything.  I am still studying the patterns.  Anything is possible.  I am inclined to see more actually (evil evil thoughts in my head).

I just wonder which one is believable - his friend or him?

Eh, actually, I am not thinking of anything.  CLOSURE is still the word.

[ Last edited by  nenekglamer at 13-5-2008 07:01 PM ]

nenekglamer · Post time 13-5-2008 06:58 PM

Originally posted by pujanclay at 13-5-2008 06:23 PM
wahhh
so terrer aa nenek...can u make me a dress...baju melayu perhaps

So, Baju Melayu is a Dress ehh?

Hmm.. sat, I need to picture it.

nenekglamer · Post time 13-5-2008 07:00 PM

Originally posted by pujanclay at 13-5-2008 06:22 PM
hehe
totally agree....feeling the warm of love from the sun....
lucky for us...coz Allah has test us like this and make us understand more bout life and regret...no more regret for me

Painful events make great teachers.

But each painful event should only happen once and we move on. If only the universe agrees with me *sighsss....

mbhcsf · Post time 13-5-2008 07:04 PM

Originally posted by nenekglamer at 13-5-2008 06:57 PM

Exactly. The short trip was good though I was on my own frantically trying to get things done. Kinda funny seeing me walking around in the hot sun like a headless chicken.

That sms was a ...

his friend does not seemed that bad though, u think?

pujanclay · Post time 13-5-2008 07:15 PM

hehe
it can never be that way...i believe life is just like the final fantasy game....each battle give experience...and the character is leveling up...
so do we...we gain experience...good or bad exp...still an exp...teach us a lot...how to be a better man then yesterday...

mbhcsf · Post time 13-5-2008 07:49 PM

page o page

nenekglamer · Post time 13-5-2008 08:25 PM

Originally posted by mbhcsf at 13-5-2008 07:04 PM

his friend does not seemed that bad though, u think?

His friend is really good and helpful.  Nice guy.

I would say... During that big drama, I talked to his friend and he poured me the story and I was instructed that not a word goes to him.  Oh they work at the same place and are about 6 feet from one another (really really close).

Lets label both of these monkeys.  F - his friend and H - Him

F told me that I was the first of H's online friends that H ever talked about and that H really likes me.  H was afraid if he might fall for me and fall for me worse than the others if he met me in real life and when I left, he'd be left right back from the start and that would really suck.  And told me other things too.

I was like...HEH???  Bengong punya statement.

H however, just told me that he was worried about us bla bla bla.. yada yada yada (I've posted his reasons).  But I would rather think that, he was having other issues,  not really me.  More like.. Projection (one of defense mechanism).  Aku jadik mangsa.

But I notice this.  Actually, at one point, F was suddenly friendly to me.  Flirty and stuff - aku heran ler kan.. Tetiba calling me beautiful and stuff..  But since this confrontation incident, and H confessed, F started to distance himself from me.

I am not worried at all, and not my problem actually.  Merely posting what happened.

nenekglamer · Post time 13-5-2008 08:27 PM

Originally posted by pujanclay at 13-5-2008 07:15 PM
hehe
it can never be that way...i believe life is just like the final fantasy game....each battle give experience...and the character is leveling up...
so do we...we gain experience...good or b ...

True true. Like a broken bone. It becomes stronger once healed kan?

And I need a date this weekend.

pujanclay · Post time 13-5-2008 08:45 PM

hehe
do u want to take me on a date??

is it true that broken bones become stronger once healed...i never know that...
ilmu baru

nenekglamer · Post time 13-5-2008 09:08 PM

Originally posted by pujanclay at 13-5-2008 08:45 PM
hehe
do u want to take me on a date??

is it true that broken bones become stronger once healed...i never know that...
ilmu baru

Teori aku je.

Cuma tanya si mb.. Human anatomy is probably more of her expertise than mine.. hehehe...