[size=85%]WHEN I AM ALL ALONE..
[size=85%]there are times when i feel sad..
feel sad being ignored by someone who I wish I can hold on to..
there are times when I feel regret..
regret for knowing the truth about my life..
there are times when I feel lonely..
lonely when there's no one to wipe my tears or share the pain I felt inside..
there are times when I feel down..
down where i think there's nobody understand me
there are times when I feel happy..
happy when I think of the sweet memories in my life
there are times when I feel rejected..
rejected when I feel like I am just a bother to someone..
there are times when I feel cheated..
cheated when the truth is not like what I been facing off for all this time..
there are times when I feel like hoping..
hoping when someone I like treat me and care about me..
there are times when I feel like being hated..
being hated when the person whom I like doesn't even smile at me..
there are times when I feel like my heart is cracking..
cracking when the voice within me let me hate myself..
there are times when I feel bad..
bad when I can't even do anything good or better for someone I love..
there are times when I feel annoyed..
annoyed when someone doesn't even understand a single sentence that I'm saying..
there are times when I feel relieved..
relieved when there's someone is here to wipe my tears away..
there are times when I feel touched..
touched when the person I admired, said he love me like I do..
there's only sometimes..but most of the times I feel alone,lonely..
i keep on smiling like nothing happened even my heart is cracking..
i feel sad when i keep crying but there's no one's there to wipe my tears..
i feel like giving up..
[size=85%]coz i have given so many hints..but he didn't even understand that i love him..
i am so alone..
[size=85%]with the history of life being buried deep inside my heart..
[size=85%]leaving so much scars and pain to me..
i feel terrible..
[size=85%]coz the person whom I love is not able to share my pain coz he didn't even know..
how could I be strong..if there's no one to support me..
how could I go on when there's no reason for me to do so..
i keep falling down..
failed to heal the pain i feel inside..
i keep looking forward..if there's something i can do to avoid this pain..
but it is just a look..without a meaning..
i keep thinking that i have hurting others heart..
with the pain i feel inside..
[size=85%]i just cannot realize the loves and the cares that are waiting for me
i just don't know..
I'm just so scared to know..but then why i keep hoping?
i don't know..i just..just hoping that person will understand..
hoping that there's someone to take my feet back on ground..
wipe my tears and say to me..
"it's OK..I'm here now..whenever u need me, I'll be there for u"..
but still it seems impossible..
[size=85%]when the truth within me keep making me unconfidence..
even it hurts..still it is the truth..
to whom shall i share those tears..
[size=85%]that i cried alone in the dark regretting..
[size=85%]bout me...
[size=85%]P/S:AI XSURE BOLEH TEPEK ENGLISH PUNYE X..TP NK TEPEK GAK..
[ Last edited by gumP at 9-6-2009 16:57 ] |