kenapa laa tak nak tanya aku dulu kot ye nak kasi pinjam pun....tue kan harta aku...hah skang dah jadi pape aku jugak kena..........sakit hati sungguhhhh....
org kata....kalau rindu.....tatap la gambar.....
tapi macam mana nak tatap gambar kalau takde.....
org kata.....kalau rindu....telefon dengar suara.....
tapi macam mana nak telefon kalau takde.....
jadi aku pendam dalam hati......
moga kerinduan ini terubat dengan sendriri.....
salam semua...emm aku nak share kesedihan dalam hidupku... pasal bapak aku... dia tak pernah bagi kasih sayang seorg bapak kepada anak2...misalnye pelukan bapak anak...nasihat..tanya masalah anak2..dari kecik sampai aku besar aku tak pernah merasainye...tengok tv sama2 pon dia tak tanya n borak apa2 dgn aku...sampai aku rasa mcm jurang bapak- anak tu besar sgt....bapak aku hanya bagi duit untuk aku belajar,,beli barang,,dll...kami pon tak pernah berbual mesra mcm org lain..sampai sekarang aku dengan bapak jarang sgt bercakap..dia pon tak tanya apa2 pasal aku..kalu dia tanya pon melalui mak aku....aku rasa macam aku tak ada bapak je...emm..aku cm dahagakan kasih syg sorang bapa..emm
I feel very disappointed after all these years I still haven't accomplished anything amazing.
I just don't know how much of my confidence has waned.I feel such a loser.Ive tried everything to give myself another chance to shine but nothing happens..I'm suffering from anxiety disorders and it does make my life tougher than before.I just keep worrying about what others gonna say about myself,my future
I dont any true friends.Some just want to befriend with me because of money,help and that's all.I cant let myself been betrayed again and again.I;m sicked of it.Sometimes I dont believe there is true friendship for me.Ive learned how to accept others and myself.My life has been so lonely..
Maybe it's just a matter of time that I'll have a friend that really cares of me and accepts me for who I really am.A sincere friend, A kind friend,A life long partner. Just a friend.. My Lord Just One..
harini aku rasa sedih... kawan baik aku dulu sekarang mcm buat sombong je ngan aku..... aku ni punya la excited tanya2 soalan...dia leh jawab sepatah sepatah je. Kalau sekali dua takpe la ignore je....ni dah banyak kali Bila nak mintak tolong tau pulak cari aku.... dua page sms aku hantar, satu patah perkataan je dia balas.... takde terima kasih pun. Tak ape lah...... aku pun dah malas nak amek tau hal nko. Pasni ape nak jadi ngan ko...jadilah...semoga berbahagia selalu je aku ucapkan
harini aku rasa sedih... kawan baik aku dulu sekarang mcm buat sombong je ngan aku..... aku ni punya ...
ashley87 Post at 8-11-2010 13:26
I 'm always in the same situation..I'm just freakin' sicked of 'friends' like that..:re: I comprehend very well when things like that hit ya..What I did just be calm,quiet and no more have any small talk.. I wish you will find a bff,one that always be by urside at any moments..I wish I would too..
Post time 16-10-2010 12:36 AM
Hey,there..nice to ya meet ya..
