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Post time 17-8-2018 06:14 PM
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17.8.2018
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Alhamdulillah baru kenyang. Dari pagi x sempat makan...today sakit kaki sbb drive from home to klia. Lepas ambil document dari boss tepaksa buat muka sweet wlupun boring. Nampak sgt dia xbagi i resign...xble nak flexible langsung. Anyway i pun rasa xd rezeki so i sabar je la dulu...dah settle hal dia..ke putrajaya pulak....pastu parking masyaallah.. susah and takdeerrr...sejammm rasanya berpusing pusing... alhamdulillah by 4pm baru settle...patah balik rumah and park keta kat lrt and entahhhhh naik lrt ke klcc hanya nak makan soto yg x sedap ni....hahahahah adoii
tadi pagi my friend text me and ajak tgk wyg..dia ni ada laki ajakla laki dia...aku ni xd mood nak tgk wyg... nengok iflix or netflix je le...tu pun nak merajuk...susahh...i wish i ada laki...i akan excited nak prepare food, makan borak borak and memacamla...i rasa sgt pelik mybe xsemua...xke kita patut have fun dgn spouse kita?
too bad i xde tu semua 
sedih pulak...sbb i rasa i sorang yg sgt senang to deal with..tp kadang unpredictable situasi someone tu...dia dpt on some part and mybe some not.
But i hope i will one day. I tanya my son ..son do u mind if mama get married? then jwb dia... it will be dangerous mama...if u married u will have a baby in ur belly and u can die...hahahahan manalah dia dgr ni... then i add on...eh no laaaa...we have good doctors now and u can get a baby sister/brother and even a new dad...hmmm that is a good idea mama...ok, u can get married mama...
comel...i hope one day...it can be now or never still i love my life.
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Nampak mcm sedap je soto tu
Such a bless u ada son yg blh diajak berbincang camtu, walaupun muda la tp pemikiran mcm matang je, kagum akak |
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Post time 17-8-2018 07:04 PM
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hibernation replied at 17-8-2018 10:39 AM
Nampak mcm sedap je soto tu
Such a bless u ada son yg blh diajak berbincang camtu, walaup ...
abisss dgn sapa lagi nak borak2
..we even talk about life dreams and love...hehehehe ....sis buat la dgn anak nnt manatauuuu rezeki keeee klu dpt jodoh |
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Post time 18-8-2018 06:06 PM
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18.8.2018
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Baru lepas asar, lewat. Lama today sujud. xtaula rasa sebak tapi xboleh nak describe..takut kalau di cop suka komplen...so xmaula gitu. Today x keluar... duduk rumah...i mmg jenis suka duduk rumah. Kalau dulu duduk sendiri tiap minggu i akan aleh brg2 kat umah...masa bujang bertahun duduk sorang..dah tetua ni sapa sangka duduk dgn parents.. but mybe ada hikmah...boleh tengok mak dan ayah...tapi privacy tu limited.
I nak duduk my house so i ble sediakan space utk anak i...tp i sendiri xtau i mampu atau x to live on my own... life can be complicated kan..when thinking unnecessary. Hmmm so best i could do is berlapang dada je dgn apa i ada
Apa lg i nak luahkan kat sini? i sambung la nnt ya... |
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Post time 19-8-2018 11:54 PM
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Tak boleh tidoooo... esok keje .....imagine kalau i ada husband pastu anak dua tiga or enam? cemana i nak handle... sedangkan now xd husband and anak sorang pun penat.... today layan movie dgn anak... from starting to end non stop soklan...why mama why mama jenuh jawab...tp terpaksa jugak jawab sbb xnakk anak disappointed dgn mama dia..so have to..
when was the last time i pegi cuti? hmmm xingat tp i rasa dah lama gilaaa...i teringin nak holiday me and my son... awkward tak klu i cakap my mum...hahahaha nnt merajuk pulak mak i ni....esp my dad....but i need my time alone w my son jugakkk...then, i nak gi mana? local je la...but boleh kaaa i handle anak i yg active ni...hmmm apalah memalam ni i merapu...but heyyy maybe i shud go somewhere...jeles tgk org je jalan.....kannn... |
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Post time 24-8-2018 12:34 AM
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Tak boleh tido.
Tengok korea movie...bestnya kalau boleh edit life mcm dalam movie..mana scene tak suka delete.
I met my friend a dr very senior..i jumpa dia sbb dia paksa jumpa nak beborak. I jadi driver dia masa dia baru balik malaysia and i yg tiap hari belikan buah potong tepi jalan kat dia...masa tu no one know or kenal dia...so kenalah visit all Gps untuk promotion diri dia as a specialits...so i feel good knowing he is one of the good dr in that area
Then my bff, mybe my fault sbb i ungkit hal lama...entah nape i teringat kan my original copy buku dale Carnegie....the hard cover...dia hilangkan...its not d book yg i bengang tapi bila dia jwb...nape ungkit and i don't regret it i lost it. i felt so like...kawan jenis apa ni...x appreciate me...so i tell her...she is rude and ask her not to text me..i hate u. hahahahahah so sampai ni dia x text and yeah i dont mind...agaknya friendship 20 yrs akan end gitu je kot
Then I read communications among them...nothing pun but i feel okay okay okay ...i feel insecure pulak...jeles over what??? tp sikit...
in other words i feel i ni ting tong....the offers i get i terpaksa reject...last few daya he called and still ask me if can join nov...i dgn berat hati tell him i cant...so confirm rezeki xde.
Now i jot down here and still figure out what i shud do....
Hmmm esok masih ada..even i have to keep telling myself esok masih ada many times...
i hope this time hati i masih kuat mcm dulu even i rasa im not... I will try hard and hopefully allah will protect me..kinda miss everything but i can deal with this. insyaallah
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Bangun pagi today
Its 24th Aug...eh anything new??? damn none!
Mood i today agak bold...i guess this is what makes my life interesting even tho nothing much....all is becoz of myself....hmmm so the simple tips...have a lots of thoughts so life u ada banyak benda u nak pikir...but, kena make sure u boleh handle cuz some boleh carried away.
Sunday ni trip to my hq..shit. okay today dua kali i cursed and i think that is the far i can go..damn and shit....lain lain tu idakla..sbb kang jadi pemaki hamun tegar pulak...again...so english...xd lgsgung sikap melayu..wanita melayu sopan ke apa...hmmmm actually i am la...hahahah i sangat sopan dgn org and esp eldest. But kalau org tu rude i akan rude jugak by ignoring them or pretend they never exist even depan mata i
Haihhhhh today obviously mood i banyak sangat doubts...
1. I rasa jeles pastu i rasa alaaaa ramainya suka dia...
2. anak i yang makin notty...cemana i nak deal ni
3. boss i yang propa and never listen or like changes
4. i yang dah lama x kemana like holidays
5. nak pencen tapi nak buat apa??
So anyone facing this common issues?? kalau i nak put details maybe adalah reason for me to be in this state tapi xmaula i throw all out here....so in other words i bettling with my ownself
Kalau ikut kepala i...nak je i langgar semua....cuma now tak boleh since i ada anak dah so i kenalah put aside my emotion...
But again, life ni macam u win some and u lose some ...so u can never get all. So apa i bebel sengsorang ni????? nak hugsssssss
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Babe, no offence ya, but I strongly feel that you really need to get a good fcuk real soon.
Sebab dari coretan kau, aku dapat raskan that the longer you prolong.....the more biol you will become....
Trust me....
Kohkohkoh....
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hahahahaha....
oitt...ni my diary biul laaaa at least bagi mukalaa kat i nak tulis apa pun....
ps: i dont have to wait its matter of choice..
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Beg to differ...you don't even have a choice actually...rather, no one wants you, as of now.
Kahkahkahkah
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for once, can u be a little bit nice to me? for today at least.
ps: me have no choice? hmmm not quite, perhaps its more on what i want.
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You want nice words....you can plead others to give it to you, but not me.....sorry
You want to convince others that you have choices? Be my guest, but obviously, try with all your might, you still cant fool me.
Kahkahkahkah
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it doesnt matter..everyone has their own way
and i am not obliged to convince you ke pe
everybody has their own story and pace and same goes to you
now! lets talk about having a good coffee...
ps: later u solat jumaat pray for me ok, in what ever good terms it might be and hopefully
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I pray for you while you, menggediks/ menyundalzz?
Or how?
Kahkahkah
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Post time 24-8-2018 11:30 AM
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stingerzz replied at 24-8-2018 02:51 AM
I pray for you while you, menggediks/ menyundalzz?
Or how?
pray for something good. i be a better muslimah a better mum and a better person
u tak rugi apa pun bila u doa to someone stranger...it will benefit u tau ..like a strength to face ur daily routine...
i tiap kali nampak org naik motor and bawak budak..i akan doa ya allah kau selamatkanla mereka dari kecelakaan.
i always remind myself. sbb kita pun tau how bad we are etc ...so pahala2 kecik2 ni it helps |
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Meminta2 org lain mendoakan kau agar mendekatkan kau pada kemalasan? sedangkan sebaik baik doa itu adalah yg lahir dari diri sendiri...buat diri sendiri, especially?
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Post time 24-8-2018 12:08 PM
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stingerzz replied at 24-8-2018 03:38 AM
Meminta2 org lain mendoakan kau agar mendekatkan kau pada kemalasan? sedangkan sebaik baik doa ...
bukan meminta, just add on some....hmmm xpelah stingers...have a good day ok |
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Post time 24-8-2018 12:30 PM
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it is superb of me. .until now i still talk very nice and sweet to u...im having my nescafe and waiting for my nx appointment.. I pray for u @stingerzz may u find peace and be happy regardless who u are and what u do! |
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Sama la dila....akak pun teringin nk pegi vacation mana2...rasa nk meletup dah ni...byk sgt burden, heavy pulak tu
But nak pegi mana? With whom? N like u jgk, nak cakap camne kat mak, x sampai hati nak tinggalkan dia....last2, akak menangis dlm selimut je lah haha |
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eh tak sama hehehehe
kalau i jadi sis...i will go...bawakla mak sekali. anak anak sis dah besarkan? lagi senang arrange. Kalau mcm i ni , i kena apply cuti pastu anak cuti pastu ayah mak mesti nak follow...so to avoid depa worried kenalah convince them...tapi setakat ni dila xpenah kemana mana without them...hahahah kami ni dah macam 4 stooges
serba salah pun ya, nak cakap maaa i nak pegi with my son je....mcm x terkeluar mulut ni
again, our strength is our mind. So no matter how we feel down ke biul ke...kena always stik to what is d best thing to do. hmmmm sekali sekala xpelah kot tutup mata....buat je apa nak buat tapi not all the time
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