Dunia nie tak semudah yang kita sangkakan ... dan tak sesusah yang kita bayangkan ... semua terpulang kepada individu cam ner kita nak mendefinisikan apa yang berlaku dan bagaimana kita nak handle/manage those issue...
Kalo dah tau it is very hard to struggle in this life, therefore, just be grateful with what we have. Why ask more if too little is already too hard for us to handle/manage
engko sama cam aku sekai...aku ego mmg gile2..dulu dgn ex-bf kalo dah x nak dia bole blah dari idup aku
tak hingin aku mau carik sama dia..ingat aku x bole idup ke tanpa dia
utk tt..ko kena move on..ramai je kat luar sana yg lebih cocok utk ko
apa la ra sampai 9...eksaited aku..ingat amende tadi
tenkiu... tapi cite ko lagi sadis.. kawen...
miszdidi Post at 23-8-2010 11:17
semua benda pn dh buang..gambar..email pn da lupe..no fon dh lupe..
dia call hr tu, aku jd berderau...so kekonon je la cm xde pape..control gelabah gitu...haha
xpe..aku no hal..xde rs pape kot..sok lusa xtau la..
ive been thru this at the moment. aku siap ditipu lg and he has been dragging me for 6 months to make me to ignore him. he betrayed our love during the 2-yr relationship. aku langsung x bersangka apa2 until february 2010 time raya cina. dia dh mula x call aku for 4 days holiday. aku mcm eh knp dia x call. biasa kalau time cuti we will make plans pegi mana2. and time tu lah dia dh pegi merisik the girl. bulan 3, 4, and early bulan 5 dia mcm biasa dgn aku. we went out together. we celebrated my birthday sama2. until la penghujung bulan 5, aku dh sense lain mcm abt him. i asked him, u dh x nak kwn ngan i lg ke 2x. then he said, urm! i was like....gosh, i dont believe this
mula2 nak broke up with him, telling lies, lies, lies. i was totally freaked out. i was down very badly. i cant do my work, his face is everywhere, nanges tu toksah cite lah. ppl at the offc noticed the changes in me. frm happy-go-lucky to a person who dont smile, frustration, angry etc etc
the following month i heard that hes getting married frm his frens not him. and he still x mengaku at time i asked him. aku hangin 1 badan masa tu and tried to call his bro in front of him. time tu dia menggelabah gile. then the moment of truth, he did said yes. aku rasa masa tu mcm ada 1 big boulder jatuh atas tangan aku ni. i cried, cried, cried. dia sanggup dia tipu aku dulu baru dia ckp he will b getting married with some1 that aku kenal pulak tu
then again, aku jd down giler2. frens started looking for me. aku ignore. keje pon dh tunggang terbalik. pegi sana x kena, pegi sini x kena tp 1 je yg aku buat that is solat. aku cerita pd Allah, menangis x renti2, aku jd murung, x makan bla bla bla. i bought so many Islamic motivation books to get me track again in life. so far alhamdulillah, i learn something from those good books.
it has been 3 months now and im still struggling. everyday aku berdoa pd Allah agar Dia gantikan apa yg telah amik dr aku dgn yg lebih baik dr sisiNya
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
While I am roaming around your house today
I'm getting angry
It's difficult, It's difficult for me like this
But I can't do anything about it
It is too late to change your heart
It's done, I can't do anything now
Your hands that was once used to my body are now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do? Please..
Oh~ Please.. comeback to me...
I think of you, I keep thinking of you
I can't hold your hands like I did in the past
I like you too much
I can't forget anything about you
This song is a song that can't hold onto you
I think of you, I always think of you
I won't be able to hold your hands like I did in the past
I liked you too much that I can't forget anything about you
This song is a song that will get you back to me
Your hands that was once used to my body are now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do?
Those eyes that used to meet me
Look at me once again
Will those eyes of yours say that you still love me?
Your hands that was once used to my body is now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do? Please..
Oh~ Please.. I love you...