Post time 19-10-2017 09:04 AMFrom the mobile phone|Show all posts
Tom dah masuk group semula. Jerry dah apologized... tp Tom dok diam je. Dgn org lain dia borak. Dgn Jerry dia buat dek. Saudara Jerry bg Jerry dgr lagu Skeeter Davies The End of the World. Sot sot Jerry kesat air mata. Sabar je la.
Post time 19-10-2017 03:41 PMFrom the mobile phone|Show all posts
Malas betul bekerja dengan orang yang pung pang pung pang.... rupa2nya apa yang kita email kat dia, dia tak habis selak pun.
Lepas tu, nak compare estimate kita dengan orang lain.
Eh hello... i punya calculation dah cukup details.
I bukan baru hantar hari ini, sebelum raya deepavali dah bagi kat dia.
Yang dia tau, cuma tengok slide pertama je.
Malas nak layan.
Lantak hang la...
Baru buat satu paper pun dah riuh sejak 2 minggu.
Whatever...
Post time 19-10-2017 05:53 PMFrom the mobile phone|Show all posts
Betapa ramai dilahirkan tanpa iman.
Betapa ramai hidup tanpa pedoman.
Betapa ramai lupakan kebaikan kerana satu kesalahan.
Betapa ramai lupakan akhlak rasul pilihan.
Lihatlah!
Insaflah!
Sujudlah!
Menangislah dgn penuh kesyukuran!
bengang aku bulan ni.. dah la birthday month out..
husband projek out..
kantoi macam2 lagi..
aku redho jela maybe takde rezeki..
bertubi2 masalah datang..
Post time 20-10-2017 10:58 PMFrom the mobile phone|Show all posts
Alhamdulillah. Ujian dari Allah. Mujurlah aku istighfar dulu sebelum tersirap darah. Semoga aib yg terlibat segera ditutupi Allah. Semoga ujian ini jd asbab utk dia segera bertaubat. Semoga Allah mengampuni dosa2 kita dan jauhkan kita dari membuat perkara2 yg dilarangNya.
Don't worry. I'm an old bird. I won't let the cat out of the bag. It might eat me alive.
Post time 21-10-2017 01:01 PMFrom the mobile phone|Show all posts
"I met this awesome guy named PicturesToExe. He saves a video in MP4, amazing output. Wow! You can see the video at Nikon Photo Gallery from x to x of xxx, 2xxx. However, I need to upload it to Youtube. Even though Youtube does accept MP4 (or so it says), it had problems processing the file. I have requested and am entitled to upload more than 15 minutes videos so I figure it should be no problem if I upload a 30-minutes-plus file. Nevertheless, I uploaded the file 5 times already - to no avail.
So I had a date with Sony Vegas. After a few drinks, Sony showed me his true colors - he crashed a couple of times and when I called him again the next day, he shrugged his shoulders, sort of saying, "Well, if you say so," and rendered the movie into hundreds of tiny parts. Ughhh, they look like little alien babies which keep multiplying in my HDD.
Then I remember that Youtube can convert MP4 to AVI. Yippee! My son warned me, "The quality won't be as good, Mum." Being sceptical, I went ahead. It won't hurt to try, right? So I did that little magic trick and guess what? The video looks HORRIBLE, like some cheap D movie with low resolution. Nah, I still believed in miracle and uploaded it on Youtube. I watched it for a few seconds and the awful truth slapped me in the face. It wouldn't do. I had to take it down.
My son then reminded me of our old pal, Windows Movie Maker. I beamed with delight. I know him like the back of my hand. So yesterday, I called him up and we had a long talk. Things were looking good so I timidly asked him the magic words, "Will you save my movie?" He gave me a wonderful smile and said, "I will, my darling, I will."
Right. The estimated Saving-Movie time keeps adding up. He has taken my movie to Neverland and I'm still sitting here waiting for them to come back. Maybe I'll just go back to PicturesToExe and try to persuade him to see Youtube directly. And if that doesn't work, God forbid, I am throwing in the towel."
Aku tk cmpk pun towel tu. Ni zmn muka tk malu... nyampah aku. Saja nk boost moral. Nk remind myself that I am/was somehow useful. Alhamdulillah.
Post time 21-10-2017 01:20 PMFrom the mobile phone|Show all posts
Alhamdulillah kerana kelahiran kedua ini juga Allah beri kemudahan utk bersalin normal juga.
3jam dalam labour room. 1jam stgh yg betul2 sakit. Setiap 3minit sekali aku mengaduh kesakitan contraction, suami ku turut mengaduh sama. Syukur kerana hampir sepanjang masa suami disisi.
2hari berpantang je mak aku dapat temankan. Sekarang suami yg uruskan semua. Bakar ikan, masak nasi, mandikan baby dan kemas2 rumah.
"Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yg mana yg engkau dustakan."
I don't believe in marriage, hence for that reason I tak rasa I nak kawin pun.
Around me, my peers are getting married and having kids. Me, I sikit pun tak ada feel nak kawin.
I have such a negative view on marriage sebab keliling I apa yang I nampak ialah examples of people who are not happy with their marriages.
My parents fight, a lot. Sampai tak bercakap berminggu-minggu. My grandparents pun their union was not a happy union either. My nenek banyak sangat bersabar and makan hati dengan my atuk yang agak panas baran. Sedara I pulak, kenal with the wife since sekolah menengah. Kawin 15 years, after 2 anak cerai. My cousins pun depan orang nampak happy lovey dovey. Bila depan I, menangis-nangis cerita pasal husband punya perangai macam mana. My friends pulak, I tengok their husband I rasa perangai husband diaorang pun perangai tak boleh pakai, irresponsible semua benda nak suruh bini buatkan.
I'am a person with a strong character. Kalau orang paksa I untuk buat benda yang I tak suka, I will argue against it and tak akan buat benda tu. I'm loud, I speak my mind. Kalau I tak suka something, of course I will speak out against it. And for that, I don't think that lelaki melayu akan suka perangai perempuan macam I. I pun tak suka dengan perangai lelaki melayu yang treat wife diaorang as a subordinate not as their equal life partner.
If you are in a happy marriage, congrats on that. My friends yang ada happy marriage pun, I'm happy for them
But how often orang dapat jumpa pasangan yang dapat terima pasangan dia seadanya? Ada kesabaran nak melayan kerenah pasangan, anak and family mertua. Kena sacrifice banyak benda untuk orang lain, kena pendam perasaan.
I hate drama, I hate being tied up. i like being free and independent.
Sebab tu I benci perkahwinan and I don't think that marriage is for me.