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Edited by green~tea at 30-1-2024 12:01 PM
Nak buat apa ntah.. mcm sayang plak nak bazir duit beli handbag chanel seketul je dah 50k... better beli ysl je la kot (dah usha kat butik, dalam 14k je) then bleh sauk skali set barang emas 916 (rantai, bracelet + jam omega).... balance bleh simpan... buat travel2.... invest some, spend some...
Kereta baru? No way.. yang latest weols beli BMW 3 tahun lepas, ni blom abes bayor ada lg 4 tahun nak settle..
So mmg takkan beli keta baru lah selagi hutang nan satu ni belom abes... |
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Syukur Alhamdulillah dapat makan crombolini pistachio. Craving satisfied
Personal shopper tu charge Rm25 |
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Hi chuols long time no talk talk weh.
Muahahah aiols pun nak jadi geng lanyard ler ginih.
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Aina, i baru teringin nak pi beli crombolini di cafe kat TRX ... tpi sampai ke sudah tak sempat jejak kaki ke TRX walau dah quite some time bukak...
husband asik bizi manjangggg... over tauuu terpaling hijau mengalahkan kitorg |
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Bitterchoc.. wahh nak join ke.. make sure level sm ke atas... tak baloi masuk sini as normal exec .. gaji murah |
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Woah kita dh on the 100th page! Tahniah semua!
Mlm td J minta phone aku n tiba2 dia install tiktok apps. Have fun shopping katanya. Td aku try la cari benda yg aku minat, tp tk berapa nk ada. Eloklah tu, decluttering tk habis lg tkkn nk tmbh brg lg? Better spend utk benda yg boleh bw mati. Umur pun dh makin pendek. Ishhh sedih la pulak. Ada sbb aku sedih ni....
Baru td tiktok recommended kt aku tiktok si narc... ye la, aku ada phone number dia kan. Aku pun tgk la video yg dipostnya. Teringat kes kena tembak sekali dulu - dari situ dia dpt idea rupanya. Oklah, benda dh lepas... bi idznillah. Tp mmg rasa sedihlah sbb it's been staring me in the face all along.
Hmm... oh well! Nobody's perfect. Si narc tu hanyalah satu ujian. Dia ada juga sisi baiknya. For my own sanity, kita tgk kebaikan dia je la. That's the best way. Life goes on. Let's choose to be grateful n happy. Serahkan urusan kita kpd Allah kerana His plan is the best plan. Just do ur part n u'll be fine, insya Allah. Kita hidup kt dunia ini sekejap je. Akhirat tu yg kekal abadi.
Alhamdulillah, I'm ok now. Ciao.
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@green~tea i dah pegi TRX, cukuplah sekali i pegi. mall besar tak sesuai dengan i. not convenient to me sebab jauh dari rumah, i suka klcc lagi sebab dekat dengan rumah, tak besar sangat dan dah tahu pegi beli barang dekat kedai mane
untuk yang suka jalan jalan, suka barangan mewah TRX sangat sesuai untuk uols |
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jasad dekat rumah sambil buat keje, namun fikiran melayang kat lain |
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Edited by Genkidesuka at 1-2-2024 04:27 PM
Elok aku dh rasa ok after sending my post here mlm td, tiba2 kena tembak pulak lps tu. Aku pun jd a slow zombie je la lps tu. Mcm org tkde semangat gitu. J pg td tanya aku, aku ok ke tk. Yeah, she was there so she knew. Aku mcm biasa, snapped out of it, gelak2 sikit dgn confident n said, OK jeeewwwww!!!
Tgk kdrama lama pg td. One of the fillers is about mak apak hero. The drama says it's better to speak ur heart out, u know, talk things out. Pastu buat make over. Mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Time tu the term narcissistic tk familiar lg la tu.
Don't they know it's impossible to have a talk with narcs? Dorang ni takde rasa guilt, tkkn prnh rasa puas hati dgn their victims. Mmg frustrating la. Org yg tahu je tahu. Ko 10 kali make over pun tk jd weh. Nmpk je lembut apak dia tu. He's definitely a selfish narc. Sbbkn tkde agama atau tk amalkn agama, kalo koreans ni, solution dia revenge in public la apa lg. Like, let the whole world know. Org kita pun tiru cara mcm tu. Sikit2 viral. Ishhh. JANGAN LE BUAT MCM TU!
Pastu aku nmpk this one video on Youtube. It made me thinking, entah2 ini semua salah aku? Entah2 narc tu bkn narc pun. Aku kot yg narc? Aku yg play victim. Woahhhhhhhhh, what a scary plot twist!
No, i have ramai saksi. They can back me up. I'm not a narc. A'uudzubillaah min dzaalik.
Pastu td sambil breakfast aku tgk Corpse Bride. Hmm, a complete contrast dgn kdrama td on how to deal with a heartbreak. It subtlely tells us that we don't need others to complete ourselves. We ourselves is enough as long as we act accordingly. Trust the process n have faith in ourselves n our abilities. The keyword is INTERGRITY, guys!
There u go. I'm on the right track. This makcik is not losing her marbles. I just need to tell myself THAT from time to time especially when i feel like shi* after being consumed by harsh words or after failing to elicit a response. Both are toxic but believe me, silent hurts more than words.
حسبنا الله ونعم الوكيل
لا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله
Aku tk perfect n narc tu pun ada good side juga. So yeah, kita bljrlah utk coexist kan? C'est la vie!
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i kurang ade selera nak makan, lunch tadi i buat air manis-susu kambing juna perisa kopi. dah lama minum since awal tahun 2022 dan premium tart nenas mawar. semua bendai i ingat bila kali pertama i mencuba ye |
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Selera makan takde tengah hari tadi, sekarang dah lapar. Huhu. Cepatlah weekend. Banyak benda pending. Sbb Sabtu lepas I patah hati takde orang layan. Jadi takda mood nak buat semua benda. Sakit sangat. |
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hati i memang sedih, sangat sedih sehingga takde ayat nak menggambarkan kesedihan yang i alami. 20 tahun masih tak boleh let go, something wrong with me. |
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Eh dah 100 page.. buleh katup bungkus dan buang laa diary rempanan ni... hahah |
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Bila baca kembali apa yang I merempan, ish teruk bebeno. Honestly teruk sangat sangat keadaan masa tahun 2022 selepas kejadian itu. Macam macam I buat ok nak ubati, berkepuk kepuk habis, mmg I kena kaw kaw dicukuri |
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Even I tak dapat apa-apa = zero = yillek
I percaya Tuhan akan gantikan yang lain yang tak pernah I bayangkan |
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I am really really infatuated dulu, kini dan selamanya more than 20 years you know. I’m deeply so sick. Keep on hanging on my head. |
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Mlm td i saw on tiktok rumah kt msia design wabi sabi katanya. What a bs. Aku sampai susah nk tido mikirkan apa aku patut komen kt situ. Well ekceli time maghrib tu aku pi minum kopi zus yg hubby belikan. Double trouble la. Pdn muka aku kan.
Anyway, back to that tiktok video. Misinformation tau.
Wabi sabi is about finding beauty through imperfection, impermanence, asymmetrical. At the same time everything must be functional n has a history. Prinsipnya ialah simplify, minimalize. That's why wabi sabi decor guna perabot2 lama - scratch sana sini, berjahit sana sini. Be thrifty kaedahnya. Mcm rumah aku hahahaha.
Ok, done ranting.
Aku lps jumaat kang nk ambik N n her friends, insya Allah. Kwn2nya nk numpang pi ke lrt uni. Aku ambik H esok lps dia habis final paper, insya Allah. Kalo hubby tk ke mana2 esok, aku kt shotgun seat la.
Alrighty. Now kena buat apa yg patut. Let's go! Chop, chop!
اللهم صل على سيدنا محمد وعلى آل سيدنا محمد
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Hahahahahahahaha gila babiiii lah puas hati tengok citer beekeeper.. mmg puas hati tengok scammer2 kena bunuh.. kena gergaji jari.. kena bommmmmmm.. kena humban dalam laut.. kena tembak pipi peh tu meroyan
Wahhh mmg puas hati |
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