Don't Know What to Do

ischae · Post time 12-8-2009 12:42 AM

I've known this guy for 5yrs, we were so happy together, aku penah pegi rumah family dia like byk kali, family dia kenal aku, die pun penah pegi rumah aku (that doesnt mean he's ready to commit, no?)...n a lot of things happened lately

1) aku jarang ade masa nk layan dia since dh start keje...kitorg beza masa 6 jam..time aku dh nak tido, dia baru balik keje,kelas etc, aku nk pegi keje, dia tgh tido..mcm dulu time tgh menganggur, boleh jer nk stay up smpai kol 5-6 nk layan dia..it seemed that dia tak faham

2) kitorg baru clash last month...one of the reasons: "u mcm xnk layan i jer"..omg die tak faham ke, then apsal tak tanya n terus jump to conclusion that aku xnk layan die? that doesnt even give him excuse to find another girl.

3) apparently, dia dh ada gf baru...all these while he's cheating on me..rasa mcm baru je bln 6 (dia mintak clash bln 7) dia ckp he loves me, misses me..nk kawen la ape la..i'll stay with u forever la..n die ckp dia dh x de perasaan mcm dulu sejak beberapa bulan yg lalu...okey, why cheated? dia kasi alasan, ingat senang ke nk bgtau...so sng lagi la nk tipu kan?

4) pompuan tu tau that he has a gf dkt msia...but i dunno when the fling started...n the way he said it to me...mcm selama ni time kitorg bersama, dia xpenah happy dgn aku

5) my friends told me to forget him...but i dont know how...he's happy now but i dont want to be happy at the expense of his happiness..i still care..he pretends not to know that...

6) all of his excuses made me feel like im the bad one sbb jarang layan dia...huhu..dulu boleh jer, kenapa skrg xleh tahan lagi for another one year dia akan blk msia n kitorg bleh jumpa practically everyday...damn..if only he could wait

7) nmpk mcm selama ni he just wanna have fun..when i'm already ready to slow down n commit, he walks away...n dia x discuss pun before clash..at least work it out...damnnn i cant understand guys at all

coshinan · Post time 12-8-2009 12:59 AM

hmm,ksnyian yg watkan mnusia brubah.gf sya pn bz mcm awk gak.hati sya ni pn mkn hari dh mkn jauh dri dia.tpi sya ttp stay lgi la.huhuhu.bykkn brsbr k.mgkin dia bkn yg trbaik utk awk.

anonymous5050 · Post time 12-8-2009 01:02 AM

lelaki.........nk yg depan mate jek.........

ischae · Post time 12-8-2009 01:15 AM

2# coshinan

at least ask me..or simply tell me..bknnye terus cari pompuan lain..aku pun sunyi n rindu jugak..tp sbb dh keje kan, so aku faham la xleh nk demand2 sgt dgn dia mcm dulu

lily_kama · Post time 12-8-2009 01:16 AM

mslh besa bile pjj

ischae · Post time 12-8-2009 01:19 AM

n skrg die ada kt msia cuti for 2 weeks..dia mintak nk jumpa, nak settle betul2..damn dahla mintak clash pakai email..xdiscuss plak tu...but we're not in good terms to casually meet, talk, act like nothing happened..

should i meet him? aku rindu jugak dah lama x jumpa dia.. he doesnt understand that

my gut instinct told me to meet him, tapi im a coward..rase mcm kalau aku jumpa dia, i'll say a lot of things that will hurt both of us..

anonymous5050 · Post time 12-8-2009 01:22 AM

jumpe n setelkn laaaaa.........

lily_kama · Post time 12-8-2009 01:23 AM

pegi la jupe

try slow talk..
menda ni ko nak kenda discuss jugak..
klau die da readi utk discuss.. ko kena amik peluang tu..
jgn lupa luah.. ape segala yg ko rasa...
jgn pikir sape luka sapa..
lg ko pendam.. lg x bagus utk ko...

ischae · Post time 12-8-2009 01:26 AM

8# lily_kama

hmm..ade tanya dia mcm2 hari tu...die ckp, xyah la tau...so he's not ready to discuss..the way he acted, mcm dia nk lari jer..okey ke kalau aku lempang dia time jumpa nanti? serious rase mcm kena tipu giler2

lily_kama · Post time 12-8-2009 01:35 AM

8# lily_kama

hmm..ade tanya dia mcm2 hari tu...die ckp, xyah la tau...so he's not ready to discuss..the way he acted, mcm dia nk lari jer..okey ke kalau aku lempang dia time jumpa nanti? serious ...
ischae Post at 12-8-2009 01:26

masa ko tanya tu dlm phone/email/sms?

ischae · Post time 12-8-2009 01:43 AM

10# lily_kama

ym..selama ni pun kitorg ym, sms jer...(n dia tau knape aku xleh ckp lama2 dkt phone)..n i know him..die jenis yg suka pendam n takkan ckp byk..so kalau aku jumpa pun aku still takkan dpt jawapan yg aku nak

lily_kama · Post time 12-8-2009 01:46 AM

11# ischae

biasanya.. berym dgn berjupe ni len sket..
pape pun.. ko try je la jupe k..
tgk la ape yg dia nak ckp..
x rugi pon sebenarnya klau ko jupe...

ischae · Post time 12-8-2009 01:51 AM

12# lily_kama

tatau ape yg buat dia nekad sgt

babydevil · Post time 12-8-2009 08:09 AM

better ko jumpe ngan die la...
n mesti tabah biar pun die act cold dgn ko...
ko luahkan je ape yg terpendam...
n plg penting..
jgn menangis depan die..

majinn · Post time 12-8-2009 08:31 AM

1) aku jarang ade masa nk layan dia since dh start keje...kitorg beza masa 6 jam..time aku dh nak tido, dia baru balik keje,kelas etc, aku nk pegi keje, dia tgh tido..mcm dulu time tgh menganggur, boleh jer nk stay up smpai kol 5-6 nk layan dia..it seemed that dia tak faham

nih slh satu sbb aku clash..hahahhaa...kul 2 3 pagi call..sesekali ok ar..tp kalo call, tak cakap ape2..tanye nape pon cakap takde ape, saje, better aku rase aku tido kann..huhuhu

tp ko kan..gi mampoi sama itu laki la..aku pon dulu time valentine mintak clash, aku kasik, tup ade gamba laki lain kat frenster..hahahah..time ngan aku tanak plak ko letak muke aku yg ensem ni lm frenster ko..malu ke???damn...