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I've known this guy for 5yrs, we were so happy together, aku penah pegi rumah family dia like byk kali, family dia kenal aku, die pun penah pegi rumah aku (that doesnt mean he's ready to commit, no?)...n a lot of things happened lately
1) aku jarang ade masa nk layan dia since dh start keje...kitorg beza masa 6 jam..time aku dh nak tido, dia baru balik keje,kelas etc, aku nk pegi keje, dia tgh tido..mcm dulu time tgh menganggur, boleh jer nk stay up smpai kol 5-6 nk layan dia..it seemed that dia tak faham
2) kitorg baru clash last month...one of the reasons: "u mcm xnk layan i jer"..omg die tak faham ke, then apsal tak tanya n terus jump to conclusion that aku xnk layan die? that doesnt even give him excuse to find another girl.
3) apparently, dia dh ada gf baru...all these while he's cheating on me..rasa mcm baru je bln 6 (dia mintak clash bln 7) dia ckp he loves me, misses me..nk kawen la ape la..i'll stay with u forever la..n die ckp dia dh x de perasaan mcm dulu sejak beberapa bulan yg lalu...okey, why cheated? dia kasi alasan, ingat senang ke nk bgtau...so sng lagi la nk tipu kan?
4) pompuan tu tau that he has a gf dkt msia...but i dunno when the fling started...n the way he said it to me...mcm selama ni time kitorg bersama, dia xpenah happy dgn aku 
5) my friends told me to forget him...but i dont know how...he's happy now but i dont want to be happy at the expense of his happiness..i still care..he pretends not to know that...
6) all of his excuses made me feel like im the bad one sbb jarang layan dia...huhu..dulu boleh jer, kenapa skrg xleh tahan lagi for another one year dia akan blk msia n kitorg bleh jumpa practically everyday...damn..if only he could wait
7) nmpk mcm selama ni he just wanna have fun..when i'm already ready to slow down n commit, he walks away...n dia x discuss pun before clash..at least work it out...damnnn i cant understand guys at all |
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hmm,ksnyian yg watkan mnusia brubah.gf sya pn bz mcm awk gak.hati sya ni pn mkn hari dh mkn jauh dri dia.tpi sya ttp stay lgi la.huhuhu.bykkn brsbr k.mgkin dia bkn yg trbaik utk awk.  |
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lelaki.........nk yg depan mate jek......... |
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2# coshinan
at least ask me..or simply tell me..bknnye terus cari pompuan lain..aku pun sunyi n rindu jugak..tp sbb dh keje kan, so aku faham la xleh nk demand2 sgt dgn dia mcm dulu |
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mslh besa bile pjj |
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n skrg die ada kt msia cuti for 2 weeks..dia mintak nk jumpa, nak settle betul2..damn dahla mintak clash pakai email..xdiscuss plak tu...but we're not in good terms to casually meet, talk, act like nothing happened..
should i meet him? aku rindu jugak dah lama x jumpa dia.. he doesnt understand that my gut instinct told me to meet him, tapi im a coward..rase mcm kalau aku jumpa dia, i'll say a lot of things that will hurt both of us.. |
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jumpe n setelkn laaaaa......... |
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pegi la jupe 
try slow talk..
menda ni ko nak kenda discuss jugak..
klau die da readi utk discuss.. ko kena amik peluang tu..
jgn lupa luah.. ape segala yg ko rasa...
jgn pikir sape luka sapa..
lg ko pendam.. lg x bagus utk ko... |
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8# lily_kama
hmm..ade tanya dia mcm2 hari tu...die ckp, xyah la tau...so he's not ready to discuss..the way he acted, mcm dia nk lari jer..okey ke kalau aku lempang dia time jumpa nanti? serious rase mcm kena tipu giler2 |
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8# lily_kama
hmm..ade tanya dia mcm2 hari tu...die ckp, xyah la tau...so he's not ready to discuss..the way he acted, mcm dia nk lari jer..okey ke kalau aku lempang dia time jumpa nanti? serious ...
ischae Post at 12-8-2009 01:26 
masa ko tanya tu dlm phone/email/sms? |
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10# lily_kama
ym..selama ni pun kitorg ym, sms jer...(n dia tau knape aku xleh ckp lama2 dkt phone)..n i know him..die jenis yg suka pendam n takkan ckp byk..so kalau aku jumpa pun aku still takkan dpt jawapan yg aku nak |
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11# ischae
biasanya.. berym dgn berjupe ni len sket..
pape pun.. ko try je la jupe k..
tgk la ape yg dia nak ckp..
x rugi pon sebenarnya klau ko jupe... |
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12# lily_kama
tatau ape yg buat dia nekad sgt |
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better ko jumpe ngan die la...
n mesti tabah biar pun die act cold dgn ko...
ko luahkan je ape yg terpendam...
n plg penting..
jgn menangis depan die..  |
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1) aku jarang ade masa nk layan dia since dh start keje...kitorg beza masa 6 jam..time aku dh nak tido, dia baru balik keje,kelas etc, aku nk pegi keje, dia tgh tido..mcm dulu time tgh menganggur, boleh jer nk stay up smpai kol 5-6 nk layan dia..it seemed that dia tak faham
nih slh satu sbb aku clash..hahahhaa...kul 2 3 pagi call..sesekali ok ar..tp kalo call, tak cakap ape2..tanye nape pon cakap takde ape, saje, better aku rase aku tido kann..huhuhu
tp ko kan..gi mampoi sama itu laki la..aku pon dulu time valentine mintak clash, aku kasik, tup ade gamba laki lain kat frenster..hahahah..time ngan aku tanak plak ko letak muke aku yg ensem ni lm frenster ko..malu ke???damn... |
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jumpa la setelkan..
nnt die da balik sane lg susah...
u akan terigt2 dis matter yang x setel and cudnt be setel bcoz he's not here at dat moment |
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sakit hati kan bila kita tgh sengsara tp dia lak happy gan awek baru  jumpa je la. dengar je la apa dia nak cakap. |
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well....dah decide nak putus ke tak ni? |
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hurmmmmmmmmmmmm.....{:3_81:}
pjj again....
jmpe die n bincang la....
mane la tau kot2 sume yg tsimpan d hati bole keluar....
mase 2 la kita tau ape punca utama msalah korang nie....{:2_67:} |
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dah clash kan..
dia pun dah ada awek baru..
jd utk apa ko nak jumpa dia..
nak setel / discuss apa lagi...?{:2_70:} |
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Category: Cinta & Perhubungan
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Post time 12-8-2009 12:42 AM
变色卡
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