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UPDATE
I do not know why, but ever since that confrontation, the table has turned and I get bored and annoyed at him so easily. He on the other hand, camtu je kot? Two days ago, I talked to him and somehow I didn't like what he was talking about.. So by responding 'OK' I immediately put him on Stealth Setting...
And then, perhaps he didn't see that I was already appearing offline, typed a few more messages and and getting annoyed, I logged off. That night, I logged in again and saw some of the messages he sent but mainly telling me he was going to bed. He stayed on stealth setting though - he cannot see me online - but being IT guy, I am sure he'd figure out a way to know kan? Didn't reply to that either.
Anyways... I went invisible until today and when I logged on this time, got his offline message asking me where I was hiding. Ok la, kesian, so I go visible again and replied. HE said "there you are".. and I haven't responded till now (dah over one hour). He has become cumbersome to a degree.
I just felt tired dealing with his issues. Really, I don't want to become the hand that mends, or the stronger one fixing all the broken parts. Yerghh..
For once, I want to be that little scared girl that needs protection. |
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Originally posted by mbhcsf at 15-5-2008 11:16 PM 
towards becoming the BEST Don JUan de Ma LAy...ten u need to experience the highs and lows...
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Hehehe.. Malay Version DOn Juan..
AKu dok terbayang Anak ATUK K yg hensem sorang tuh.. cam tu ke? hehehehhe |
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Originally posted by mbhcsf at 15-5-2008 11:17 PM
what would u do with the german chaps, then ..
Oh they stay 'playmates' hehehee..
Btw, I am gonna be watching "Stolen Women Captured Hearts" in a bit.
My friend in Spain watched it and loved it and insisted that I watch it too..
Saw the first few mins of it... Some of the actors are HOT! |
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u know something Nanny
Originally posted by nenekglamer at 15-5-2008 11:21 PM
UPDATE
I do not know why, but ever since that confrontation, the table has turned and I get bored and annoyed at him so easily. He on the other hand, camtu je kot? Two days ago, I talked to ...
a person, a very nice person taught me that you could go into ur own "created" personal space where no one can hurt you..so every time u feel vulnerable u just shut off and think a bout that personal space...ur own very special space....and that person may be is smiling if he read this...bless him |
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we should ask The TASMANIAN DEVIL himself , right? |
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Originally posted by mbhcsf at 15-5-2008 11:24 PM
Judging from her post ..i think she is briliant..the who speaks her mind out ....matured
Aww mb, that's err too flattering.. Malu tawww.. hehehehehe 
Oh btw, I'd be in KL this weekend. My friend wants to go Brazillian waxing... I'd definitely be there.. To WATCH... erkkk... |
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Originally posted by mbhcsf at 15-5-2008 11:31 PM
a person, a very nice person taught me that you could go into ur own "created" personal space where no one can hurt you..so every time u feel vulnerable u just shut off and think a bout that pe ...
Uhm.. LIke a sanctuary? I have that and I am in that at the moment.
Really, being single too long, fending for myself all this time.. make it really hard for me to get back in the game - I am not talking about him specifically.. Just being in a relationship in general. Serabut lah.
I am already hating the emotional rollercoaster here.. tu tak serious tu.. waduuhh..
If only I could get rid of this heart.. say, auction it on Ebay for 50cents I would do it. I don't want it, it's hurting me at the moment. Ergghhh... |
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Originally posted by mbhcsf at 15-5-2008 11:38 PM
we should ask The TASMANIAN DEVIL himself , right?
Hmm.. where is he?
Pak Aji-sama, anata wa doko desuka? |
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ahh?
Originally posted by nenekglamer at 16-5-2008 12:09 AM
Uhm.. LIke a sanctuary? I have that and I am in that at the moment.
Really, being single too long, fending for myself all this time.. make it really hard for me to get back in the game - ...
bingo! that's the word...sanctuary...yes...
yeah with u like this , i hink it is better to lay it off for a while ...give urself a chance to gain some insights , perspectives on things ....'
have a break.....
when do u go to bed everyday , nanny? |
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Originally posted by mbhcsf at 16-5-2008 12:31 AM
bingo! that's the word...sanctuary...yes...
yeah with u like this , i hink it is better to lay it off for a while ...give urself a chance to gain some insights , perspectives on things ....'
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Hahaha... I have come to like that word - Sanctuary.
You are absolutely correct, I need to lay it off for while. That's why I am going totally internet free for a few days. Just go out, see people, do things. Whatever.
Oh I also need to text my english friend Mr. Atkinson (Not Rowan btw, and he has green eyes) see if he is really coming this June. |
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Reply #434 mbhcsf's post
I go to bed whenever.
Oh my, it's after midnight.. lol |
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oh yesss...
Originally posted by nenekglamer at 16-5-2008 01:03 AM 
Hahaha... I have come to like that word - Sanctuary.
You are absolutely correct, I need to lay it off for while. That's why I am going totally internet free for a few days. Just go out, ...
it's gonna be bRIGHT JUNE afternoon ~ Roxette |
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Reply #438 pujanclay's post
There is no pure women or pure men in the world.
So any aid is a good aid. Be it gatorade. |
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