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Post time 20-5-2018 11:05 AM
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onexox97 replied at 19-5-2018 10:48 PM
pukul enam pagi tadi
mama baru sudah sahur
solat subuh pun belum
heheheh.. energetic anak anak u. xpelah nnt ble curik nap kejap later.
i pun tgh bergolek atas tilam dgn anak ni |
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ye mereke sangat energetik
mama tak reti nak suh tido macam depa pandai tido kt nurseri tu
petang nanti jam 7 depa akan teetido sendiri
dan mama pun kesunyian la |
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Post time 20-5-2018 12:18 PM
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onexox97 replied at 20-5-2018 04:15 AM
ye mereke sangat energetik
mama tak reti nak suh tido macam depa pandai tido kt nurseri tu
petang ...
then its good la your time to rileks..watch tv and so on. 10am tido and awal pagi bangun. sure rasa fresh |
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adoi la terkesan tengok melodi ni si nazim dan bella bercerai
dan kes ziana zain pulak
sedih tengok org bercerai tapi setiap orang ada sebab dia
terutamanye zz mesti dia dah habis berusaha sebaik habis untuk selamatkan perkahwinan
tapi napa dia boleh sabar 20 tahun
i xleh kompromi la bab anak
org xnak bercerai sbb anak
sanggup mengorbankn diri supaya anak2 tk terkesan
tapi sy sanggup tanggung risiko berpisah sbb anak
sy xmau anak2 sy jadi pelik2 |
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Post time 20-5-2018 12:26 PM
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Edited by adila39 at 20-5-2018 04:28 AM
i tiba tiba rasa bosan sbb ipar duai nak dtg...ah bulan puasa dugaan kena baik..hati kena baik mak kata...tapi yg penat i laa..kena masak...today mood masak 50/50
I dah lama calculate and how nak manage i duduk sendiri tapi mak xkasi...i pulak jenis yg suka have my own space...i like things to be in proper place...i like things in order..tapi few years ni semua kelaut dah
ada jugak i pikir marriage is the solution tapi hati ni xpulak jatuh cinta ke atau melting to someone to that level. So nak kahwin dgn sapa...hahahaha
But ada jugak kata marriage is not d solutions...sometimes being married lagi akan occupied. Kena masak hari hari kena jaga makan minum kena jaga parents inlaw dan sbgnya...ooo that is also hard... some stories yg i baca..mcm mcm...in marriage life ni, buat i takut jugak.. too complecent dah i skrg...the only issue i have to compromise with i like and dont.
See life ni and the cycle itself very smart...xperlu nak susun dia dah susun sendiri..matter how nak handle. Hopefully.
Kadang i rindu my apartment yg dulu i boleh lepak ikut suka i.. tiap minggu re arrange sofas etc..hahahah. mybe i kena sabar lagi. a bit more.
Sabar is the key word for today. |
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Post time 20-5-2018 12:31 PM
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onexox97 replied at 20-5-2018 04:23 AM
adoi la terkesan tengok melodi ni si nazim dan bella bercerai
dan kes ziana zain pulak
sedih tengo ...
i xtgk melodi pulak
Zz tu mmg x sangka. I rasa mybe sejak husband dia xkejela. Duit takde so life jd unbalanced. Manalah taknya wife artist mesti jaga imej kan..and him. .has nothing dah of coz tercabar egonya.
I think is a wise decision even tho lambat decide.. still long way to go. Just move on je ZZ. Mana tau dpt dato ke lepas ni |
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adila39 replied at 20-5-2018 12:26 PM
i tiba tiba rasa bosan sbb ipar duai nak dtg...ah bulan puasa dugaan kena baik..hati kena baik mak k ...
i jeles tau u duk dgn mak
mak i dah bising suh i mohon balik hometown cuma i belum ready tau
mak kata rumah dah ada sana
mohon je la balik hahhahahaha
entah la apa yg i tunggu kat sini
mungkin malas nak mikir start new environment kat tempat keje
sbb i ni bukan pesen ramah tamah sangat ye ke hahaha utk career development pun better kat sini jugak
tapi tu lah nanti terbuka hati i mohon balik kampung rumah depan rumah mak
memang normal eh org payah nak jatuh cinta dan nak kawen eh
sory la soalan bodo sikit
sbb kan sy ni xpenah la bercinta
pastu org ajak kawen terus setuju
thats why dia kata i ni murah hahhaa padahal dia yg xsabar nk kawen dgn i hahaha
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Post time 20-5-2018 12:57 PM
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onexox97 replied at 20-5-2018 04:45 AM
i jeles tau u duk dgn mak
mak i dah bising suh i mohon balik hometown cuma i belum ready tau
m ...
xdenye...dah jodoh u masa tu.
maybela kot sbb yg dah ada pengalaman akan rasa sgt takut utk bagi hati ni kat org. usually yg ada impact besar in life. Setakat nak jatuh cinta ni senang je.. set ur mind and terima je...hahahah but again its subjective.. depends pada owner hati tu mcm mana dia take up his/her exp yg lalu.
I nak jatuh cinta tapi takut. so i control je...so dia kat tengah tengah je now. I think i jenis yg agak loyal. Wlu i yg break the rules...but ada reason why masa tu and honestly i xd rasa benci pun bila i ingat...i cuma rasa terkilan je...so i rasa i pompuan yg baik and bangang hahahaha |
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ke sy yg inesen lurus macam pembaris
macam tak je hahaha |
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adila39 replied at 19-5-2018 09:19 PM
Morning
to elated and onexox97
Awww thank u sis. I need this kind of advice, bukan telling me the should-do, should-not-do. After all, they do not walk in my shoes, don't even know how it's like to have these kind of limbs. |
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onexox97 replied at 19-5-2018 04:37 PM
makan kurma tiga bijik
sahur la sebab sahur tu sunnah nabi dan padanye berkat
Done sahur 7 jam yang lepas, ahhaha. Effect makan tengah malam rasa tak best. Bila dah tidur, body akan reset to lapar balik. Dan letih yang amat 0. |
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adila39 replied at 20-5-2018 12:57 PM
xdenye...dah jodoh u masa tu.
maybela kot sbb yg dah ada pengalaman akan rasa sgt takut utk bag ...
wow mesti seronok bercinta kan
hahhaha xpenah rasa
tapi jangan tanya lak macamana ada empat ketuls tu hahaha |
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Post time 20-5-2018 01:07 PM
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chesfa replied at 20-5-2018 05:03 AM
Done sahur 7 jam yang lepas, ahhaha. Effect makan tengah malam rasa tak best. Bila dah tidur, body ...
kannn...i rasa lembek yg amat
lately ni ke dah macam ni sejak bertahun lamanya? heheheheh
Its ok, some will think thread ni lame or seeking attention ke or mybe potray how miserable life someone is...tp i rasa this is more to like meditation method. Expressing ur the other half you. Keep pushing urself to be better or fighting ur own thoughts. And i pulak jenis yg bukan dgr nasihat and follow je...susah bila ada perangai degil...so i think this thread sgt useful for me and mybe some of u too...so sharela more thoughts and stories ya |
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chesfa replied at 20-5-2018 01:03 PM
Done sahur 7 jam yang lepas, ahhaha. Effect makan tengah malam rasa tak best. Bila dah tidur, body ...
sy pun terlajak gak tadi bila sedar makan je yg mana ada takdan panaskan
ambik syarat je
anak4 saya dah selamat makan berjemaah tu adoi la camana la mama nak ajar puasa ni, tadi dia boleh tahan
bila bagitahu dia kena buka lepas azan
terus tak menyempat ajak mamanya solat hahaha sabar je lah |
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adila39 replied at 20-5-2018 05:07 AM
kannn...i rasa lembek yg amat
lately ni ke dah macam ni sejak bertahun lamanya? heheheheh
Faktor usia sis ahhaha. It's not an excuse. Nak buka thread baru segan, tumpang sini jer. Instead of merempan whining sana -sini. My life is full of frustrating, blissful, scary, carefree, morbid, brilliant, embarrassing, painful moments. I wish I could find others who are also in my boat, I'm the captain. Nahh, it's rare, so I'm special.
Rasa lembik, baru lepas menyiang ikan, belum start masak lagi :cry: |
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Post time 20-5-2018 01:50 PM
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Edited by adila39 at 20-5-2018 05:51 AM
chesfa replied at 20-5-2018 05:30 AM
Faktor usia sis ahhaha. It's not an excuse. Nak buka thread baru segan, tumpang sini jer. Instead ...
i think we can be in the same boat. Cuma i a single parent, I think ur still single kan?
Its okay, we are special in our own way. Aarghh turun bawah pegi dapur mak tengah buat tart. Dah pesan beli je laa..xnak...nak buat jugak...dgn sepah semuanya ni yg i malas..bertambah tambah malas...nak masak lagi...hilang semangat memikirkan how messy it will be...
Sometimes i wish I could just dissapear from all this mundane routine.
Why im not happy?
I have a brilliant son, a talkative and smart son...love of my life. I have a good people around me i.. have people yg claimed they care..but why am not happy still? Banyaknya..heheheheh...ini provocation mind je ni...kita kena bersyukur. Bersyukur dgn apa yg ada. Embrace life the best yg boleh.
Nak pegi giant beli barang masak...haihh |
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Post time 20-5-2018 02:11 PM
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Post time 20-5-2018 02:13 PM
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i feel this song sometimes describe how i feel and mybe u all jugak
aishhh mak kata.....addd napelah pakai gini, bulan puasa ni..pakaila jubah ke. erkkk i as usual dgn my jeans and tee. mak kata cemana org nak tackle...lipstik pun xpakai..hahahahah....makkk anak mak ni dah lawa la... org nak suka suka apa yg ada je mak....hehehe |
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adila39 replied at 20-5-2018 02:13 PM
i feel this song sometimes describe how i feel and mybe u all jugak
u natural beauty la |
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Post time 20-5-2018 06:48 AM
