How I am I supposed to feel, react?

rurouni_khairul

Nek...nie bukan bendera Klu Klax Klan ke?

nenekglamer

Originally posted by rurouni_khairul at 15-6-2008 02:47 PM
Yeah!! Nenek dah balik...any souviners for me?

Maybe.. hehehheeh... Tapi lambat abis.. hehehhehe...

nenekglamer

nenekglamer

Mehh.. Mendap..

nenekglamer

BACK TO LIFE, BACK TO REALITY AND MEIN SCHATZI.

I am putting things into perspective now.  I am finally EARTHBOUND and slowly able to comprehend what CLOSURE means.

I did the first baby step of letting go - I deleted G from my YM list.  I hadn't been able to log in to YM because I did not want to see him online.  So now, having him deleted from the list, I can go nuts there.  I can't stay off YM too because I still have other important people I am still talking to... Like my Donkey... hehe..

Unfortunately, I find myself clinging to P ever since I came home.  There has been not one day I did not talk to him and that is WAAAAAAYYY not normal.  I don't know, P has been giving me full attention and he even called me and text me.  Even when he was in his home office, he'd still talk to me and show himself - OMG, he is sooo HOT in glasses and light blue shirt.  Husband material. Haha

I am so so needy these days and I hate to think that P is my rebound guy.  I hope not.  He is in Penang today for a meeting.  I hope things would go well and he'd be able to return soon.  I already miss him.

[ Last edited by  nenekglamer at 16-6-2008 07:29 PM ]

nenekglamer

Originally posted by rurouni_khairul at 15-6-2008 02:49 PM
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Nek...nie bukan bendera Klu Klax Klan ke?

Lol, I think so.

mbhcsf

so Nanny see u on Monday then , have a good weekend..yer..

nenekglamer

Originally posted by mbhcsf at 20-6-2008 06:39 PM
so Nanny see u on Monday then , have a good weekend..yer..

Hi Mb..

Hope you had fun in Kedah.  Hishh.. I teringattt pekasam nehh...

Ya.. see you Monday lalingg...  

mbhcsf

so how are you now?
i just found out that i could stil be online actually in my new "humble but horrible" abode huhu

nenekglamer

Originally posted by mbhcsf at 21-6-2008 11:20 AM
so how are you now?
i just found out that i could stil be online actually in my new "humble but horrible" abode huhu

Waahh.. nice to know you can get online at your 'humble abode' hehehehe

I am doing well..  I think my brain is repressing some of the memories.. He is no longer in my immediate database langsung.  Funny but that is how it is.  As if it never really happened, just a dream.  Jangan tetiba meletup dah ler.. hopefully...

I think having constant comfort from friends help me a lot.

Pst.. si Hansel suddenly spoke Malay hari neh.. Apa ke hal?  Hahahahha...  I asked him if he had been looking at the net.. he said he's ben learning.. Gile betul... But really impressive.. hehehehe...  Modus operandi lelaki mmg gitu ek?  To impress pompuan le katakan..

But we had some hot religious talk today.  Him and his questions.  But for the second time, he voiced his 'suggestion' of me turning into a Christian and we get married.  That was hillarious!

The expat..  Work work and more work.. And me.  And I wonder what plants he's got for his new house.  

Eh.. Dr Critchley... Still curious about him.