last week i ada event di KLCC, surprisingly i met my ex..my first love. He is 20 years older than me..so by now he is roughly 60 years old.
we go for coffee. His aged much as i thought he would, but his charisma remains.
Automatically my brain switch to my memories with him..well pretending im listening to his story and stuff bla bla bla...but as i watching him talking..my mind melayang jauh to our past. He still call me sayang, maybe dah immune dengan panggilan tu..even tho no string attached what so ever...saying good bye and friendly hug, wishing him well and as i walked out, how i missed my old times..and him 20 years ago.
old flame eh?
same one you talked about few # ago?
so he musta been a good man, that u remember him fondly that well.
there are many good men, but ones that a woman finds maybe not good for her at that particular moment.
often enough, a good man is taken up by the time you meet him.
jarang a good man ni single tau.
if he is, then it might be a very good one indeed.
good to know you had coffee with him, he woulda been as much reminiscing about you as you were about him
Yes, my old flame. He is the one yg teach me about love and i would say make me as i am now. I wrote something about him 20 years ago and yes we both so in love, sayang tiada jodoh. But i am glad he is well and charming as always. Seeing him and knowing him in good hands now is good enaf dah
Maybe mine ajer fated not to be with anyone for now. But i am enjoying very bit of it waiting n hoping...what is life without hope kan...
they say nothing is a coincidence, that every single thing happens for a reason. maybe if you were to be with him, it wouldnt all so rosy (tho' i am half sure that i could be wrong). and also, life ''with someone'', also may not be so rosy too you know (and again, i am half sure that i could be wrong). all in all, i'd say, that you have a stretch of time in your life that you can get all for yourself. i can tell you correctly that there will be many women out there who will be longing for a time like yours!!
hey, dont think too far ahead. no plans are perfect and many wont come true. you know what they say of the best laid plans of mice and men. be happy with what you have adila. what you dont have is probably something that you dont need.